"Because That's Life"

out of my mind

2008-07-21T02:27:00.003+08:00

I'm putting you baby
I'm putting you right out of my mind
So tired of running after you girl
And being one and one half steps behind

let the guitar do the talking.

middle middle finger :)

end post.

Ritz -out-

4.14 a.m

2008-07-19T04:13:00.003+08:00

the following is kinda...well read for yourself.

it's 4.14 a.m now and i can't sleep, to be honest i haven't been sleeping well since, well since a few weeks back and i must admit, that the nights just seem to be getting longer and longer and i cannot fall asleep. so i end up falling asleep at 7 am and getting up at 12 noon, between noon and 2-ish. and its fuck i tell you, just FUCK!

i don't wish to elaborate what's making me feel like this but my closest and dearest friends will know what i'm going through right now and i have to thank them with all my heart for being there for me and pulling me through this FUCKING FUCKED UP time. you guys know you're the best and i'm glad you're all in my life.

i need a reason for everything. no one can live without reason. i'm sorry but that's just me. give me a good reason for everything and i'll understand. but if i don't understand, then explain it to me till i get it, cause if i don't understand anything i'll just end up confused and frustruated. i'm a man of reason, that's all.

so much to type out, but because i cannot elaborate on anything. i'm gonna stop here now, it is seriously not like me to rant and say these things on my blog but i have feelings too, and when it gets to a point where i break, i have to let it out.

once again to all my dearest friends, you know who you are, thank you so much for being there for me and listening to my bullshit, i know you're all sick of hearing the same story from me by now, but thank you nonetheless, it is deeply appreciated.

right, till next time, where i will update on more recent things,
Ritz -out-

say

2008-07-15T02:35:00.004+08:00

"It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again."

- John Mayer.

how true.

best friend, best friend. me (:

ritz. -out-

randomness

2008-07-12T15:37:00.005+08:00

your heart beastslowly, pains are grown,

does she love you, thats worth knowing.

and as i pen my thoughts down for the next song.... the words just keep flowing.

irritatedddddd.

2008-07-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

irritated yes. why? i shall not say. I'd rather not say. it's been like that forever and i don't think it's ever gonna change unless i stop thinking about it and just move on.

updates.

i WILL be taking part in dance lessons form the 4th august onwards and i am SO looking forward to it. i've always wnated to learn how to dance and i'm gonna learn it and learn it goooood. it's at o school at the ntuc trade union building(if i remember conrrectly). can't wait.

more chilling out lessons with keane since he got back from perth. major chilling sessions. anyways i'm not complaining. SO MORE CHILLING PLEASE.

met up with my sec school friends on saturday. all of whom are BOTAK, except for me. i feel super left out can? please talk about something else other than army life. irghhh. but it was nice to meeet them nonetheless. marc and shi jie came over to my place to watch harold and kumar after that. nice :)

went to haji lane the next day with my 2 best friends marc and ying. although the shops were mostly closed, i guess haji lane ain't that bad. i'll go in the weekdays to check out the stuffs again. li ying haji lane again soon okay? :)

it's happening again. year after year after year. and i'm still as stupid as ever. wake up la ritz.

right okay imma outta here.

Ritz -out-

something about (fill name here) :)

2008-06-24T04:37:00.004+08:00

well it's been awhile since i've updated anyone about anything so i guess i gotta start somwehere eh?

well there has been more clubbing sessions since the first session. i guess i gotta say clubbings fun! but i'm gonna take a break from clubbing for awhile.

and then theres the latest trip to tokyo, japannnnn. it was, well, an experience and i definitely wanna go back there again sometime soon. next trip out of singapore is the united kingdom sometime in august. hurry up U.K trip! =)

annnnnd other than that, i have been up to pretty much nothing! song writing, guitar playing, jamming and stuffs like that, shopping. sounds boring i know but the thing is i'm not even bored of that lifestyle, a real life bum. heh :)

i've bought my new acoustic electric so thats a PLUS. i've been wanting to play acoustic for a longggg time since i spoilt my old acoustic guitar. more songs on the way!

and i spoke to a very special someone tonight for the first time in a longgggggggggggg longgggggggggg time. i was soooooooo happyyyyyyyyyy to hear her voice againnnnnnnnnn, but it's been so long since i've spoken to her i got nervous. ayeeee, what i really wanted to say was, "OMG ITS YOU, i've MISSSED YOUUUUUUUUU, it's so so so so so nice to hear from you againnnnn". but all that came out was, well...it wasn't what i wanted to say to her. sigh.

i'm on an emotional roller coaster ride, when is it ever gonna end.

help me

till next time,
Ritz -out-

first entry in a very VERY long time.

2008-04-21T03:18:00.004+08:00

wah kanasai this is like, the first entry only in a gazillion years omg, and the only reason im writing here is because i cannot sleep right now. wth.

if u want an update on my life. erm i can summarise it in one paragraph the MOST.

ok i've graduated from NYP school of DESIGN. hooray. and i'm on vacation. awaiting to cut my hair off and attend stupid all boys camp for the next 2 years which i HOPE i will have fun. i not so proudly say that i am wasting my life away on unneccesary things. hahah, my daily life now consists of sleeping at 6 am gettting up at 3 pm, rotting for 3 hours, have dinner and then rot summore till i fall asleep at 6 am. how fulfilling! lol, other than that i still have all my lovely friends who are there for me(most of them anyways) whom i can call up and ask out anytime i want. LOVE YOU PEOPLE. i no longer care about that girl whom i shall choose not to mention, ahem. my rooms still in a mess. and i miss school.

ok summary done. i'll need one week to write out everything ive done in the past few months.

but on the latest update i finally went clubbing fer the first time on saturday with the usual gang. oh my goooood, i wanna go back again can? ladies night.
should i go or not hmmmmmm. overall experience? insaneeeeee. it was the first time i ever danced in my whole life without knowing what the heck i was doing. and it felt great,strangely hahaha. ok i MUST go back again. so many stories to say but i can't remember much what happened other than i fell down(hurrah), i danced like mad, and i had fun, which is the whole point anyways.

leaving on that note. i think i shoould look for a liiiiiiiitle bit more fun the next time i'm over there hahahaha =)

ok. tired already lol.

and i'm not sure how loving someone feels like anymore.

righto imma outta here. ciao

7

2007-10-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

thats the number of stitches i had on my knee after i had my surgery. but today i'll just show where 5 of the stitches went onto my knee =)

that's where 5 of the stitches went onto. the little cross section were where the stitches were.

legs still hurting once in awhile, its like jelly now. really bloated and soft, ahahah but i guess it's alright la.

anywhos its the 2nd week of school and well, nothing much tor eport back yet. just work work work.

i need something going on in my life.

righto imma outta here. ciao

hibernation

2007-10-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

yeap thats what this blog went into, hibernation, for a whole 3 months. why? don't ask i don't even know it myself i just din know what to write so yeah.

but i guess id better put in some updates or sumthing.

had the stupid hey gorgeous competition thingy whiwch i was saboed in a few months back. hell of an experience i tell you. i din like it but i got to stand next to fiona xie and ben yeo so i guess it cant be that bad huh.

pic taken when i was "found in school" for the top ten in nyp lol

anyways moving on there was erm marc and jons bday party celebration at pasir ris. i got wasted there. ahem. there was the uk trip which i must say was kinda more relaxed and laid back this time around and more shopping.hmm, yeah haha. then there was bbq at gers place to celebrate tings bday and recently there was an outing to celebrate the mid autumn festival( dont ask me i just went along) but it was fun nonetheless. jamming with the usual peeps. project rushing back in school. that is ever ongoing.

and of course theres always the recentest( no such word i know, i made it up) where i had my knee surgery done. whoots it was a totally new experience. wouldnt wanna do it again. and the whole anesthesia thing to make u slepe is dam friggin cool. i din even know iw as given the gas. one minute i was on the operating table and the next things i knew i was lying awake drinking down water and painkillers after the op haha. i gotta get some of that, the sleping gas i mean.

some random pic taken in melborne.

anyways schools started again, and well its not easy with this leg and stupid knee brace. i cant even stand fer long. hope it gets well soon.

raya beckons soon! time to invite some people over to visit and eat!

anyways im only writing in now cause im bored and can't sleep at night. so i don;t know when i will write in again.

so i hope everyones ok and is blessed in their everyday lives.

right im outta here. ciao

like "one kind"

2007-07-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

so she used to say blah blah blah blah...."like one kind" hahaha i'll never forget it, which is why im using that "like one kind" line even today.

and yeah i miss her. loads. too much.

but anyways, update alreayd lar.

5th week of fy just finished and its all doneeee. lots more to go.

competitions up till now

graffiti
quiksilver
muji
asic shoe design
furniture design award (at-tension)
FLIP

omg la its so stressful and fy is like boring like one kind sheesh.

nothing new to update nowadays except perhapd on adrians bday where we all went out to marina bay for steamboat hahaha ting was a happy girl like finally. shes been like waiting to go steamboat for like forever hahahah, silly girl.

other than that. nothing new. other than the occassional PMS which i am snapping at ppl and getting really pissed off very easily. ( so if i offend you or piss you off, please forgive me, i am not usually like that and you all know it.)

i feel very empty inside, not shure if i know what that means but i feel emoty like a hollow shell. dunno why la. but i just feel that way.

frustruation and anger is what i feel nowadays. but thanks to my dear friends around me i dont feel so bad anymore. =)

i guess everything happens for a reason, reasons which are best left unknown. trust in god and i'm shure everything will work out just fine.

oh i got my wacom tablet intuos 3 i think and i am happily experimenting it everyday wooohooo!!!!

and oh, some of the year one freshies are kinda cute. HUR HUR.

righto imma out of here
Ritz -out-

FY begins

2007-06-22T10:56:00.000+08:00

hello hello people! sorry fer not updating in abit, ive been kinda busy!

anyways its the 3rd week of fy alreayd and next weeks the fourth omg so fast la can?! its like scary!

been doing lotsa research for quiksilver and other competitions. dam tired alreayd. sheeeesh. sketching phase next week i cannot wait!time to express myself hahahah =]

i still wanna act in mediacorp.hahahaha. unfulfillled wish.

song weis a useless boy and eugene is a maple boy and sean is a hopeless case chi yong is free like one kind eng qi is body obsessed and yao huang is bored like one kind, jun long? i dunno he "seems" happy O_o wei jie emoing lol, all my friends seem to be "like one kind" sheesh.

my fy work space is kinda empty so i need to fill ip tup with pics asap. hmmmm, i dont really know waht pics to put on tho, i was thinking of spamming wanis pics heh =X but then ppl would start talking heh.

wala wala tomorrow night i hope i have enough money for it =S hahaha, oh wells, just look forward to it la, havent hung out with my dmd peeps fer awhile, miss them loads.

okay la im like in school now typing all this rubbish god knows what would happen if i was caught hahahah.

righto imma out of here.

Ritz -out-
take care people =]]

Melborne '07 and Happy 19th =]

2007-06-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

MELBORNEEEEE trip was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn soooooooooooo much to write abouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.

i practically did alot in like 5 days but i think i shall elaborate on that on the next entry because i wanna talk about my birthday bbq last night!

and so here i go hahaha =]

it was any ordinary saturday which was gonna be one memorable day after all =]

started the day at 11am i was tired really PLUS i ad a really sore throat and slight fever but it all disappeared by the time i was all reayd to go off to ECP. took the daddys car to ecp which was packed with all the thingys for the night from table to utensils to everything needed for the bbq hahahah. my mummy is soooo well prepared and equipped, all well thouhgt out. thank you mummyyyyy =]

so i reached the carpark(d5) round about 430 and so did my "helpers" hahah chi yong jun long hui yee song wei yao huang and eng qi! they helped to carry the things, than you guysssss for all the help! and we walked off to the pit and at first when i saw balloons at the pit i was like " eh there are still ppl at the pits?" hahah BUT alos it was jesslin and kristine who have prepared the balloons for meeee hahah so sweeeeeeeeeeet. =]] ahahah jessling even gave me a sunflower wheeee =] and she prepared this great big yellow card where everyone signed on it later on. "the yello wpape" hahaha =] no time for slacking tho it was off to setting up the pit and everything else, table was set up, plastic bags were put across the table surfaces to prevent any mess(it was smart thinking from my mumm hahah) and we waited for the catered food and bbq food to come. curry chicken, vegetarian prawn,veggies.rice,bee hoon, samosas, otah, satay, stingray,squid,chicken wings,crab sticks and lotsa lotsa drinks. lots of fooooood hahahah. i din eat much of it tho heh =x and so that was all done(the setting up i mean) and the food came not long after and all was left after that was to wait for the people to come which they all did!!!! and i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad cause all my friends cameee haha =] ok all those whom i expected to come came of course, well most of them, those who din come had their reasons but is okay guys!!! i just wished you were there tooo, it would have been more funnn!!! you guys know who you are! =]] and wani messaged me that she wasnt gonna come and omg did you know how freaking upset i wasssss???? i found out it was just some joke and she did comeee!!!! she purposely messaged me saying shes not coming laaaa!!! so naughty riiighttt hahahah but she came and i was soooo gladdddd hahahah. all my lovely loveys came tooooo. i may need a list here to name my loveys down hahah all the guys and girls who came you know who you are you're all my loveys =]]my ID peeps and my dmd peeps and my marist peeeps and my dear sisters from my sec sch lifeeee =] and i don't know how to thank all of you all personally but i appreciated all of you turning up for the bbq!!!you guys made it speciallll! and so it was eating and chilling with a steady flow of friends coming in at different times. gosh i really need a list of who came hahah, i shall compile it and post it on the next post lol =] lots of chilling out and catching up with friends old and new. it was nice.. =] and yes before i knew it it was the dreaded cutting of the cake, i dont dread the cake i dreaded what was after that! which is of course still embedded in my mind even now.

to think it started off with an innocent birthday song and guess who started the chaos my deaaaaaaaaaaaar isabel yeooooooooooo you stupid girlll!!!! hahahahah, she started the chaos followed by jessie which signalled the start of all the mess and chaos ahahahah lots of running alright i din know who to target with so many ppl around me i was like taking so long to aim ppl that i gave up and just targetted people closest to me hahahah. and when i thought all the mayhem was over ting ting and li y ing had to cause another hoo ha hahahah they BOTH smasked me with freaking cake and noooooo its not the end, the rest used the leftover ice wated and poured allll over meeeeee hahahahah and let me emphasize that it was ICE water?!!!thrown on me by JOSHUAAAA URGHHHHHHH.... i was freaking colddddddd hahahahahahah but the running around warmed me up. and so yes i tried and clean myself up again but NOOOOO its not the enddddd. FAIZAL and JOSHUA then dragged me into the seaaaaa hahahahahahah and i got wet againnnnnnnnnnn!!!!! hhahahah but helll nooo ias not going down alone and who else to pull but my bestie marucsss hahahaha, we pulled summore ppl after that, adrian gerald and adrian hahaha it was madnessss. gerald can float on seawater very well. LOL ok random :S. it is really tiring you knowwww this whole birthday thing omg i was so freaking tired after that and i guess everyone was too cause there were no more attacks after that hahahah =]so everything was peacefulll again after that hahahah and after thattt gues who cameeeee?!!!! LETITIAAAA hahahahahahah iwas uber happy happy like a small kid laaaa hahahah i was practically beaming and i couldn't stop talking to her hahahah but she had to go off like so soooooon urghhhhh no fairrr it was the first time ive een her in 2 yearssss and it was for such a short time but we managed to talk for more than 5 mins which i am thankful for, her bro and bros friend was there cause she got a ride from her bro =] sigh it felt just like old times just the 2 of us talking crap hahahah =]

alot of them left by the time it was 11pm leaving only me and a few other peeps just sitting under the stars talking and just chilling out. and eating whatever was leftoverrr, yeah, it was just a relaxing session. it lasted till around 2pm before the dmd peeps had to leave cause really, everyone was shagged by now so they elft leaving me and and the peeps and ya wen and kai teing who were waiting for their ride to come hahahah. yeah so we packed up and gosh it was a huge mess hahahah, terrible lolol. daddy came soon after we finished packing up and it wa soff home to reflect on a wonderful day.

since ive come all the way here i'd like to thank EVERYONE who was there, who helped out, setting up the pits and area, the cooks, the friends, the marist peeps , dmd peeps, id peeps who came all you guys mean alot to me and wel i may not really say it out but i hope you guys know you;re all a special part in my lifeeee and it wouldn't be the same without you guys. =]

presents? oh well i had alotta presents from all you guys all of which i liked very very muchhhhhhiesssss =]]] thanks you allll!!!!! omg omg ive said thank you so many timesss. thank you loadsss for making my bday a special one!

righto now i gotta get out of here. tired hahaha
night people and yeah. live life the way it is and don;t look back!...don;t look back =]

Ritz -out-

Melborne here i come!

2007-05-29T14:44:00.000+08:00

ok. been MIA fer awhile. shall give a quick update.

IAP IS LIKE FINALLLY OVER! hahahahah happiness la. was so happy i went home to slack fer the whole day hahahahah :)

anywhos sunday was SENTOSA DAY! woohoooo!!!! the sun wass magnificent cannnnn. we got there around 930(supposed ot meet at 9 but erm well you know. everyone was late as usual hahahah. went up to the hawker to grab sth to bite(only jon) while we waited for bei cheng and kai yun to arrive hahaha. they came and we went off to look for the mat so we had sth to lie on/sit on whichever. found it in vivomart. the search lasted for an hour amazingly, and i was right, one hour it was and FINALLY we headed to sentosa. time, 11 plus already. went on to the 3rd level and we all bought our monorail tix and off to the sunny beach!!! hahahah sentosas main centre has been knocked down :( i was so shocked. i liked that place, cause they had burger king there. HA no la i remembered that place so well, ever since i was a kid, i liked that area, oh wells, lets hope the new one will be nice eh. so we finally reached the beack and whoa the changes! amazing, its like a resort now la. dam niceeeee. anyhows we took the tram down to palawan and it was sun tanning time babyyyyy muahahahaaaa. ok midday sun is frigging hot can? it was sioooooo ah HOT HOT HOTTTTTT. we were all burnt by the end of the day. B U R N T. R E D. B L A C K. whichever, we were a different colour hahahah. we left around 3-ish. showered and headed to vivo cause they had a movie (pirates). grabbed lunch at banquet, blooooooooody good food hahahah jon was practically high eating the noodles there, his face was of sheer pleasure, more like an orgasm face i think but yeah. hahahaha =x li xiong, yong meng and harold came to meet them for the show and off they went! leaving me ting jean anne and kai yun to shop around. ting and jean anne bought new bags (sheeeeeeeeeesh) kai yun was content at just looking around at clothes and other things. we visited almost all the more popular shops, mangooo, zaraaaa, even chalone la sheesh >.<

Let the pics do the talking eh :)

went to school on monday to see how are things there, played soccer with the ID peeps,and the sun was freaking hot again! and i got another tan. 2 layers of tans sheeesh hahaha. cant wait to go back to school and stat FY la hahahahah. EXCITED!

Melborne trip beckons tonight. hope i have fun and recuperate for the long lonng fy hours ahead

till i next appear. take care people! don't miss me too much hahahahah =X

"Life is like a paperback novel where the twists and turns are limitless, it makes life more interesting doesn't it?"

Ritz's fast facts

2007-05-23T10:40:00.000+08:00

DID YOU KNOW?

The length from your wrist to your elbow is the same as the length of your foot.(?!!?)

OMG LA I ACTUALLY TRIED IT AND ITS TRUE! hahahaha. TRY IT!

imma gonna post ONE quick fact everyday starting from today! get those brains a little bit more knowledgable =]

hahahah anywhos, not much yesterday in terms of activities. was pretty tired. came back from work, lingered around and had diner and off ta bed! urrghhh was uber groggy and tired last night la hahhaa.

oh! i saw isaaaabellllll on the way home yesterdayyyy was uber happy la can?! ihaven't seen my dear sis fer sucha long long long long long timeeeee. i was glad to see her! so we chatted up abit as she was waiting fer her fling -.- so yeah i left on the mrt and she went off to meet him hahaha. isabel and her guys. tsk tsk. never change.

"a day away"

new song title for now. still in progress.

Night Safari!

2007-05-22T09:28:00.001+08:00

hello people!

time fer an update!

count down!
4 days 3 hours 23 mins till the end of my iap! lol really. no joke.

anyways! update update!
had a lazy weekend. saturday was em, finish-work-and-go-home-to-play-guitar-kinda-day hahahah so yeah. was home all day lazing around and playing my guitar. not much to do on a saturday cause its a rest day. but yeah well, F.A cup final was on that night too between Manchester United and Chelsea. Chelsea won 1-0 which was puuuuuuure luck cause Manchester United had a goal which was not counted thanks to bad refereeing and stupid technology. whats the point of having all the cameras when they can miss something like that. but oh well. Chelsea was more desperate then us so yeah. give them the win la hahahaha.

went on to sunday! went out with perry to buy his capo and i FINALLY bought my crumpler bag which i have postponed since like last month so yeah imma happy boy already! ipod video, pedal fer my guitar and a crumpler. ack im spending toooo much moneyyyy, not to mention the amount ive spent on taxi rides. which, is ridiculously alot! i dare not even mention it here. it's too scary. hahaha so well yeah sunday was like that. hanging around raffles shopping centre, marina square and suntec. was a so so day la. and proof that the world is small i saw ya wen at subway at suntec with her friend. shock of my day. was nice to see a familiar face tho heh =]

and SO till monday and another week of woooooooooork.

but it aint so bad, went to NIGHT SAFARI last night with the ID peeps, it was fun laaaaa. had fun scaring song wei, fun taking pics, fun walking around and getting lost and watching lin jie panic when i scared her hahahaha. WEAK LA! song wei is also another sissy boy, can't believe he din spot jun long squatting by the side waiting to scare him. he freaked out like a little boy la hahahahah i was literally laughing my ass off (LMAO) hahahaha. great night tho. hot but yeah itwas OK OK la. can handle la.(considering i was wearing my formal wear to the night safari) hahahah and BEN AND JERRYS AFTER THAT!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i got a waffle cone with 2 scoops of ice creaaaaammmm, one was CHERRY GARCIA and the other was CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE(or something like that i can't remember) but it was sooooooooooooooooooo niceeeeeeeeeeee hahahah. i din even open my mouth to comment on it, it was too good. hahahah =] and the price was cheap, dunno why, maybe cause yu zhuang was around and they charged us staff price. i was like:"HUH WHY SO CHEAP", counter boy: "why do u look shocked? wanna pay more?" ritz: "erm heh heh no thanks, im just surprised thats all." hahahahah really la it was cheap!!!!

so anyways thats all the updates i have for now. jun long has a BUNCH of crazy pics at the night safari which i will post ONCE HE HAS SENT IT TO ME URGHHHHH. hahahaha. =]

alrighty. 2 things to look forward to this week.
1) dinner with wani!
2) of course the outing to sentosa with the usual peeps =]

oh yeah ONE more thing.
3) the end of my iap -.- it's beeeen tooo loooooooooooong! URGH hahaha.

wokay people, kudos!
imma outta here! work hard and play hard!
Ritz -out-

it's a fuzzy kinda feeling

2007-05-19T09:32:00.000+08:00

that's how i feel towards this girl i like now. fuzzy fuzzy and warm, heh. oh i do like her, but i dunno how to explain it myself. i can sit there for hours just looking at her and not say anything at all. hahaha. like wth right. hahaha. anywayssss, i guess i'm gonna do something sometime soon.i guess. haha =x

anyways a week of work is almost up. only one more week left!

yeah well. ANYWAYS. update

soccer on thursday. usual. hahahah lots of drama and laughs as usual. LKY went for their run again. marc and i ended up playing softball(with a tennis ball) occassionally on the field cause we din get to touch the soccer balll hahaha . =S gerald din play but still turned up fer dinner amazingly. jonathan was falling down as usual. sissy boy with shoes that have no grip.hahaha. dinner at s-11 later! shared mee goreng and muuuuutton muuuuuuuuuuurtabak hahahah nice la! cabbed home. AGAIN!

dinner at geralds place on friday night(last night). was good! his mum prepared quite abit la, there wassss tom yummm, seaweed chicken, chicken, vegetables which had really nice gravy ha! yeah and this fish dish( lol fish dish) which was good too. and the dessert was equally good, red ruby thingy which was niiiice! ^_^ we hung around abit to watch mtv and just chill and left around 1130-ish.missed the last bus. urgh. cab again! arrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i cab like everyday OMG LA. someone stop me! confiscate my wallet! something! anything!!!! whatever!!!! hahahahah ok, saw this stupid anything! whatever! ad at gers place. dam lame. but its stuck in my mind...soooooo. ANYTHING! WHATEVER!!! hahahaha =]

miss hanging out with alotta ppl. including waniiiii! heh, but thaaaaaaaaankfully i get to have one outing with her before i fly off to melborne! next fridayyyyy~ ahah something to look forward to! =]

and tishie wishie is somehow a forever close friend of mine as proof of our strong friendship even tho we haven't met fer like almost 2 years. hahahaha, blur tech idiot who can't figure out anything fer nuts. can't even take out a md card from a phone hahahaha. =x

i miss my secondary school friends too!!! i wanna see them on my bird day if i can! hrumphh. gay boys shud meet sometime soon!

ok i really shud be doing work but guess what im not haha! who gives a shit. slack la.

i'm getting dangerously close to being something i'm not but i don't know what that is so apparently this sentence doesn't make any sense. comprende? hahahahah omg la random!

ok ok ok i better scoot off fer now.
constipation. toilet break. ha!

till net time peeeeeeps.imma out of here! take care!

Ritz -out-

Let's go down memory lane =]

2007-05-16T10:01:00.000+08:00

Thinking about my life i have to say ive had a pretty gooood one. kudos let's take a walk back in time =]

baby Ritz at the zoo! hahahaha =]

not so baby Ritz during his teenage mutant ninja turtles

cowabunga days! hahahah =]

the primary school Ritz whos er, well, on stage receiving his prize, i think it was fer
the skipping freestyle competition. yeah! =]

SECONDARY SCHOOLS PICS MISSING
FOR NOW!!UPDATE LATER!

Ritz poly year one.(upon entering) hahaha. gay shit.

Ritz poly year 2! hoho =)

Ritz as you know him today! photo thanks to ting ting hahaha. sad,

i don't even have pics of me this year. hahah >.<

and where would i be if it weren't for these 2 ppl.

daddy and mummy dearest. loves.=]]

my 2 lovable and adorable cats coco and latte.(L-R) love them to bits.

both squashed up in their little basket hahah =]

and to all my friends who were a part of my life. thanks alot alot alot alot alot!!! =]

and that bring me to the end of todays post. omg la i spent so long to do this, at work no less!!! hahahah, thank god no one saw me heh.

gotta run ppl. ciao, and take care!

Ritz -out-

i think i'm in love?hahahah. ciao!

NUM SUP! =]

2007-05-15T09:21:00.000+08:00

hahaah sorry li ying for being a num sup irritater but i like saying the word too much so i can't help it hahaha. num sup num sup num suuuuup. =]

ok update.

saturday was hang out dayyyy. met up with jon adrian and ting at orchard after work to walk and talk and shop. li ying joined us later! =] i have pics but their at home, so i shall post them abit later on tonight. lunch at pepper lunch. i don't even know if its halal. >.< but yeah i like it haha. then headed out to heeren to see if jon could fix his watch.they couldn,t fix it. WRONG SHOP.hahahah."i told you so jon". stuck around at heeren to have bubble tea and bought my mummy a cd from heeren(michael bubles') fer mothers day! after which we headed to paragon and it raineeeded along the way, i got wet. had leaves and twigs stuck in my hair. ting ang ying were laughing their asses off. idiots. hahaha had sth to nibble at thai express. again i dont know if its halal but nehmind i still ate sth there. some dunno what rolls.hahah fergot teh name but it was niceeeee. oh and alittle bit of tom yum soup which was hot hot hot. and then the whole point of the hang out session! coffeebean at paragon!!!! hahahah iced latteeee with lots and lots of syrupppppp. ahhh. love. hahaha, sat there fer like forever and started talking rubbish after awhile. it happens when li yings around only, the rubbish mean, it just comes shooting out, like giving some of us different coloured balls, so rubbishy,hahahah,uh oh! =X headed home after that. long long day, but funnnn =]. thanks ahh marc and kai yun fer pung sehing hahaha.

sundayyy was mummys dayyyyy. i got up earlier than usual and headed to the roooom and gave mummy a biiiiiiiiiiig biiiiiiiiiig huggg, told her how much she was appreciated and passed her her gift!(the cd la) and she liked it hahah, yeah then we headed to jalan kayu fer prataaaaaa =] 2 egg one kosong please!!! was uber full after that. urgh haha. then i went to get my pedal fer my guitar! boss's distortion/overdrive pedals. good bargain, din know it was so cheap la haha. im gonna get another one next month. bluessss overdrive heh. now all thats left is the krumpler, which i will get on weds night hahahaha. went home and spent tthe rest of the day with mummy and daddy. typical family day, where family comes first. heh =] had chilli concarne fer dinner. mums cooking is the best and will ALWAYS BEEEE!

monday. back to work. dun even wanna elaborate on that. waste of my life. iap sucks.

OKAY! back to work on a borrrrrrrrring, raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaainy and cooooooooooooold tuesday morningggggggg.

till next time! take care peopleeee
reeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

sentosa anyone?? hahaha =]]

Long Way Down

2007-05-12T10:23:00.000+08:00

Jamming at conspiracy pub... or sth like that. hahah on teh 3rd floor. nice place. gd ambience. too bad it was only for one and a half hours. sad.

started off the day(friday) with work. helll alot of work today plus it din help that it was a *()^&(*& kinda day. but ended work and rushed off to clarke quay to meet the guys fer jamming. its been a looooooooooong time since i went jamming in a studio gosh. but yeah it was fun.

PICS FOR JAMMING!

Gary and Bei Cheng on vocals hahaha =] bei cheng sings like a bloody mouse =X

Liesl on the drums!! haha =]

De Zhang On teh keyboards =]

The 3 guitaris fer the night. Gerald.Marcus and Brian.

Look at how serious they look. hahaha =]

was fun jamming. but it was tooooo shooooooooooooooort. and i like singing hahah =] next time tho im playing my guitar. haha.

shopping later at town. krumpler bag or distortion pedal. hmmmmm.

righto imma out of here!

till next time!

reeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

tell me how.

2007-05-11T10:14:00.000+08:00

i dont know. i probably never will and not do anything. not this time. i can't.

i like this girl and well i don't know how to say this but i'm not shure if i shud do anything abt it. just feeling very confused and wished i knew what to do. i can feel a repeat of the previous girl i liked, and i dont want that to happen.i don't wanna lose the friendship.well, we'll see how things go.

had physio and soccer yesterday. tiring. was tired like fuck when i got back but i somehow slept at 5 am in the morning for no bloody reason. explains why im so fucking tired this morning.

sorry for all the fucks in this post but its a fucking bad day. i got fucked by 4 ppl who just jumped my taxi when i waited for a cab for like fucking 1 hour beore i could finally get on to go to work. my breakfast was bad and i din bring my umbrella i got wet cause it was drizzling. waited an hour for the taxi and its only 10.19 am in the morning now. how many bad things can happen to you in a day?

i feel very exhausted somehow, in a way. tired of everything. tired of work. i feel spent. somehow. from everything. maybe it stupid iap whos taking my life away and makeing me feel like shit everyday.

gotta go fer now. really feel like shit today.
till next time. take care people.

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

P.s: thanks marc and ying fer listening to my probs these few days. really appreciate it guys =]

life as it is

2007-05-09T09:18:00.000+08:00

sat overnights stay at jons place was good. kudos to jons mum fer preparing the dinner and curry whoots! frigging good. =] was one good chilling out night. started off with the man u match(man u won!) after which we went on to play MONOPOLY. stupid game lasted so blardy long. teamed up with ya wen, teh tyco queen who wouldn't let our team die when we were the most obvious ones who were gonna die. lasted for 3 hours(the surviving bit,maybe more than that. =S) finished the game and watched russian dolls. so much xxx scenes in that show. i only catched glimpses of it. hahahaha, i meant glimpses of the show not the xxx scenes.=X there was hardly any space to sleep, after attempting to make space i gave up and got out of the bed so the rest could sleep. sent gerald and kai yun off in the morning before proceeding to sleep on the couch in the front room =]. twas weird but alooooooooooot more comfortable. proceeded to la la land and got up around noon. hahaha. tired lar. after which we proceeded to lunchhhhh...somewhere at juromng east. i dunno where. but ok la lunch was so so. the food was hmmmm OK OK only la. ive had better.

so that was how my saturday was like. all the way thru to sunday, whereby when i got home i was so tired i knocked out again hahaha. got up at night just in time to watch the arsenal chelsea match(drawwww) which saw MANCHESTER UNITED LIFT THE EPL TROPHY!!!! hahahahahaha blardy good season. was thrilling all the wayyyyyyyyyy!!!!! kudos to chelsea but manchester united are waaaaay better hahah =]

monday check.werk.nothing much there.

tuesday check.wooooooork.nothing much there eitherrr.

wednesday check. looking forward to the spiderman show later on tonight. please let it be 6 pm already!!!!! hahaha.

been pretty busy recently. but thats the way life goes i guess.

Melborne trip to look forward to after IAP. and england too in August(hopefully...IF i have hols during that time =])

righto back to boring office lifeeee.
till next timeeeee =]
take care all you fun loving people!

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

music music music!

2007-05-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

guitar/amp/headphones and messy cables.

love. =]

my guitar/amp and headphones(if you can see it) haha

excuse the messy cables.

ok movinggg onnnnn. i cant remember what ive been doing since last week. +_+

monday work.

tuesday work.

wednesday work.

thursday work.

friday work.

cant remember.what else. i did.

soccer on thursday. dinner meeting with id peeps on tuesday. not much. too tired to do anything much.

oh yeah loads of music. 30mins or more a day/night whichever. i just play on my guitar everydayyy hahaha.

personal comments of my life? i dont know. i guess i'm doing pretty okay now.

lifes good!!! =]

overnight at jonathans place tomorrow! ole!

right imma outta here. ciao

take care peeps

reeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

i don't know

2007-05-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

I would gladly walk along this earth

with my heart and soul in one piece

with god and friends for company

and hope as my guide.

every single person in my life is appreciated and thought of fondly for they all play a part in my life which would not be completed without them.

it's the little things that counts. remember that. =]]

sun.day of nothings.

2007-04-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

its sundayyyyy im so happyyyy!!!! its do nothing day. hahaha.

wokay recap.

headed to lissys house on friday night with drea and jonathan to play our songs and erm come up with new ones. i have to admit that somebodys lyrics are kinda retarded(a-hem) but its OKAY. i swear im not gonna sing that song. hahaha.

wheeeee, c'est moi =] (this is veh bad photo taking
by andrea wah lao noob dunno how to use the cam.) hahaha.

drea next time pls hold and wait till its focused

before you press shooot.

jon attempting to play the bass

hahahahah dam retarded.

okay i have pics of lissy playing the drums but thanks to andreas noobness with the camera i cannot post it here cause u cant see anything clearly.

anyways saturdayyyy hmmm work again. came home. was supposed to go out and meet an old friend but she couldnt make it at teh last minute so its ok. i stayed home.

oh yeah it was my parents anniversary hahah. yay! had dinner with them and went to catch wild hogs. its kinda retarded but if you want a good laugh its a good show to catch.

and man u have extended their lead at the top of the tableee hahahahah chelsea drew! YES YES YES. 3 games away form the premiership title. GO RED DEVILS!!!

ok la im freaking tired. sunday beckons.

she can be a smileeeeee =]

ok ok gota run.ciao

take care peeps!

reeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

half day.again

2007-04-27T11:31:00.000+08:00

i took half day again yesterday! but ONLY because i had to go fer my physiotherapy in the afternoon.

i was freaking late fer work yesterday what with the tupid rain and all the blardy jams. i waited at the bus stop fer like 40 mins before i could take the bus to work. i got to work at like 940 am sheesh -___- ANYways did abit of work and off i was home fer lunch and physio.

physio was tough la i din know that my knee was that weak. omg la. i was weaker than the auntys and uncles in the physio lab but ITS OKAY. at least the nurses there were cute. and i WILL BE STRONG AGAIN!!!! hahaha =]

after which i went ter school to meet the guys fer soccer. got there around 4-ish so i had wuite a bit of time to waste. saw all the usual peeps on a thursday afternoon =]]

then soccer. which was OKAY la. usual, goals, fouls, tackling, laughter. it never changes =]

then dinner with the few at KFC hahah hilarious we had so much fun and laughter.

okay i was so tired when i got home that after i finished my shower i K.O ed. instant. the min my head touched teh pilllow i was GONE to la la laaaand =]

which bring me to this morning where i woke up late again. had to take a cab AGAIN. urghhh. 14 dollars la wth. siansation.

spent the morning packing some stupid things fer them. so irritating. but its ok. it's better than doing stupid computer works.

it's still pretty early. 1140 am to be exact. im falling asleep.

help me.

hahah ok la veh tired shall take "nap"
take care folks =]]

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

thinking about...stuffs.

2007-04-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

i can never ever stop thinking about alotta things. hahah i have a very troubled mind indeed eh.

ANYways. i'm at work again. it's been ok so far. i just finished drawing out something on AI so now im taking a break to write something in here to pass abit of time.

imma feeling alot better now after teh meds so thats good. i can breathe properly again. no more asthma attacks!

i shall sontinue writing teh song "a day away" now. hope i can complete it by friday. =S

muh tooth is achingggg badddlyyyy. so painnnn. >.<

and i'm a little confused about how i feel about someone. hahaha, as alwayssss.

three and a half weeks more to go before i can return to school!OMG I CANNOT WAIT LA CAN!

happy birthday keane. u're all teh way at perth hope yer doing well man. take care!

ok i wanna go shopping.

AND its freaking stuffy in here. tupid aircon spoilt again. URGH

toodleelooo ppl. till next time!
OLE

ritz -out-

half day

2007-04-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

took half day leave today at werk cause i was having serious breathing problems these few days.

asthma attacks. sheesh, i shud have just gone to the docs earlier then i wouldnt' be huffing and puffing everyu 10 steps. but well yeah got to see the doc and he gave me meds and told me to rest etc etc. back to work again tomorrow.

lunch at newton with mum and dad was good. i had my favvv prawn noodles there. yummmm, i haven't had teh prawn noodle there fer like a year plus maybe? long long timeeee, the food, as usual, was excellenttt. =]]

just received a call from ting that she needs a few songs from me and teh band, so ok i am so dead cause currently we have 3 songs which are all not done. and one song is still unfinished OH MY GOD. aye marcus and company, we really need to meet up and write teh songs asapppp!!!

and as i lay my hands on my fender right now, thousands of lyrics fill my head. songs of different meanings. it's hard to get a song which makes sense to everyone. "UNIVERSAL" music, as i like to term it, which has a small meaning to everyone.

4 songs on teh table now.
1) Because Tomorrow Is Yesterdays Future
2) (Unnamed).
3) Walk Again.
4) A Day Away.( In teh Process)

3 completed lyrics.
2 songs with tunes.
1 song still in teh process.

FISH.

gotta start working on it straight away.
righto take care people.

imma gona use my brains and write lyrics now =]]
reeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

monday blues.again.

2007-04-23T17:39:00.000+08:00

hurray! works gonna end in like 15 more mins and i can skoot off home!!! lalalalaaa!

recap recap. Timbre on sat with the usual ppl inclusive of a few other friends who decided to join us that night. EIC was playing live that night. dammit their good. i wanna perfomr like them soon!!! stayed till like ermmm 1 plus-ish and we left. walked to clarke quay. where most of them by then had already left leaving just me, joe, ting and drian. hahah we just chilled fer awhile and left by 3. great day out. it's gonna be Wala Wala next.

sunday! erm, nothing much. stayed home fer the whole day doing house chores and cleaning up my si bei messy room. sundays family day. always =]

and now i sit here at work counting down the minutes. HURRY UP ALREADY CAN!

oh and i got in touch with wani again after so long which was nice. glad to hear she;s doing A-ok! =]

alright. logging off now.

gotta run! take care people!!!!!
reeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out- =]]]

waiting on the world to change.

2007-04-21T10:24:00.000+08:00

5 days out of 7 i feel tired. today is one of those days.

went to lis's place for jamming yesterday. added the keyboard and drums into the song
Walk Again". it sounds goood i tell you. marc ger and everyone else, do spare some free time to jam with us and help out with the songs guys? please? lol it would be more fun and more productive that way~!

next week again. Lis's place. if there is anyway. do try to come! =]

got home at 1 plus from lis's place omgggg so tired laaaaaaaaa.

okay i have no idea what lis was doing when drea took this pic. hahahah

teh blue guitar is lis's sis bass and that's me of course with my guitar. spastic face. yay!

work work work work. i hate work. oleh.

take care people.imma outta here.

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

constipated

2007-04-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

stomachache early in the morning. +.+ paiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin

i'm not eating nutella with bread in the morning again. EVER.

currently writing another song. i came up with the name first this time hahah it's called " a day away" hopefully i can finish writing the song by this weekend.

i hope i can learn the piano then i can play another musical instrument. but given my retarded fingers i doubt i can do it. hahaha.

late fer work again today. yay. tupid bus always so full. veh irritating la. why do i wake up so early everyday just to be late for work.

i vanna hang out with someone real bad. she's always so busy la.idiotic.hahhaha. soon i hope. i wanna go for coffeeeeeee.

ok bueh tahan. the toilet is calling me.
take care ppl. imma outta here.
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

tu.es.day

2007-04-17T09:22:00.000+08:00

its tuesday!

ok la nothing special abt tuesday. but its 920 am and im at work. gonna finish up my tupid 3d modeling and start on something else soon i hope.

i vanna dye my hair. emmm purple. hahah ok maybe not. maybe i shud go and cut it into some weird hairstyle.

i like this wheel thingy at city hall. argh i miss taking pictures i want my camera back!!!!

vad to do, guess i gotta head back to rendering my 3d model and pray that 6 o'clock comes sooner rather than later.

imma gonnna play soccer this thursday! dont care!

right take care ppl.

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

walk again

2007-04-16T10:14:00.000+08:00

"Walk Again" that's the tile of our new song by Debarred. it's pretty catchy if you listen to the lyrics and understand them. kudos to lis who got the tune again.

work work and work. 5 weeks left till i return to school i long for that day.

went to ecp for dinner with ls drea and stan. was supposed to go to the lagoon fer dinner but stan and drea came so late we ended up eating at macs wth. -.- had a great time there laughing our asses off to stupid jokes. we headed to some place near dreas house later to discuss the new song. got it figured out by the ened of the night. =]

saturday. work again. tired again. went home. slept again. hahahaha.

sunday was tiring considering its a non working day. woke up late to meet marc and harry at the gym. i chionged down after scoffing down my breakfast. and talk about lack of exercise lar. ran 2 rounds of the running track and i was like uber tired la. i blame the frigging hot sun fer it hahahah =x gymming was ok lar. did weights. blah blah. ususla gym stuffs.

then we headed to cus house to slaaaaaaaaaaaack and slack we did fer a long long time. hahah. played guitar, played stup magic card tricks which were so lame that david blaine wud have killed us. i lost a bet to ya wen thanks to stup marc and li ying, neh telll me that their at ya wens house. now i have to let the 3 girls whack me fer the rest of their lives eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuurghhhhhh. im so dead. better run when i see them.

and so its back at the office today on this erm so so monday morning. hope this week passes quickly. hope ALL the weeks pass quickly. i wanna go back to school =[

righto imma stopping here for today.

take care loads people and don't anyhow bet without getting information. *(^%*(^%*&% haha.
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

and days go by

2007-04-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

LOL okayyyy i havent been writing her for like a LONG LONG LONG timeeeeeeeeeee

so much happened la. i finally had that dinner outing with jules like after 2 years or was it 2 years?hahahah anyways we finally went out and it was uber cool and fun. was nice hanging out with you friend. do organise another one soon eh. sakae sushi and starbucks are love. and so is picture taking hahah =]

iap. hmmm not much to say about it. i can sum it up in one word. horrible. hahahaha and its only my second monthhh god help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oh yeah went to timbre for a chillout sesssion with the old gang. mar ying ger kai yun jon tingting kaiteing and ya wen. was uber funnnn. noisy but fun la hahaa. there was a live band playing the whole night. kick ass lar wish i could play on stage like them too. goodfellas i think if im not wrong. thats the bands name. shud organise one more soon guys =] do inform me yeah

and then there was the chalettttt. had to go at night only tho which was uber late hahah. i was honestly daaaaaaaaam tireddddd. but alot happened that night la hahah. bbq fun and games stupid things la. im too lazy to write them all down hahahah. hope kai teing took alot of pics. KT SEND ME THE PICS SOON OK. thanksssss hahaha =] over all it was a good chalet i had fun, which i havent had for a long time already.got the chance to see everyone again so nice. nice to see thzt the ogls still hang out with one another after a year already. keep it strong guys!!!!

and im at work now writing all this in fear that i may get caught and awaiting god knows what kind of stupid thing my emmployees will say hahaha.

john legend. brilliant music. recommended to all you music lovers out there . =]]

dinner at ecp with drea lis and stan later tonight wheeeeeeeeeeee =]

righto i better ciao. lotsa work ter doooo

take care peopleeeeeee.
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

Song Writing =]

2007-03-20T09:48:00.000+08:00

talk about lack of inspiration. who would have thought that in the space of 1 week i would have written 2 songs for the band.

both songs still untitled. wait for it. hahah =]

first songs tune has been figured out, all thats left is the guitar fillers and drum to get the beat and it's done!! how exciting.

3rd week of iap. sucks. work load hasnt decreased.

theres jamming this saturday!!!

debarred has set up a livejournal account for members and friends.
http://debarred.livejournal.com/ do visit. it's still very empty tho but we'll fill it up soon la!

jamming at lissy place last sat was fun. drea was there too figuring out the tunes i have to thank both of them haha.

and so i'm off to do more work, whilst writing the 3rd song. =]

that's all fer now

take care peeeeeeeeeople

-reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz- out

Office Life

2007-03-13T14:37:00.000+08:00

iap sucks.

9-6 monday-fri and i still have to work on sats wtf. thanks alot whoever posted me here.

got muh amp, am playing music happily every single night.

still dreaming weird dreams.

im stoning more and more nowadays

sleeping time has been cut short tremendously

this years fusion show aint that bad i have to say altho next years will be better!

jammins soon please anyone!

urgh at work now shall not type too much hahah.

righto imma out of here
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz - out-

take care peeps

welll well well look where we are now.

2007-02-04T13:16:00.000+08:00

its alreayd February in the year 2007. how time passes. alrighty sorry for not typing here for like quite awhile ive beeeen uberrrr busy.

alrighty update!

SP4 is OVER! whoots.

and year 2 of my poly life is almost over one more year to go! can i go back to year one already? sheesh.

gotta start preparing my portfolio for attachment soon. i feel old. year 3 already!

lots happened in the past month. happy and sad things all together. highs and lows. but lifes good nonetheless. =]

and i've learned to let go.

finally got my guitar bag like not too long ago.like finally luh!

the mediacorp wish still stays! LOL =]

SDN sports meeet rocked. thanks to all who participated so design peeps CAN do sports HAHA. =X

Juniors lost btw, BADLY 3-0. we suck woohooo!!!

13

in love with butter crackers.

thats abt all folks.

i miss alot of ppl actually.

"people change like everything else, perhaps it's better off this way"

alrighty!
REeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

helloooooo!!!!~ i stilll miss you!

2007-01-06T18:08:00.000+08:00

its the new year.

YAY. christmas came and went just like that. wth, now i have to wait one whole year all over again. :(

christmas with the family rocked.

beichengs bday was wicked fun.

and so was new years eve.(ask me for more details) hahahah.

new years resolution/wishes :

to get into mediacorp and start acting. LOL. hurrr(i'm serious on this one)

to do well in schoool and continue playing on my guitar and improve on my guitar playing skills.

WORLD PEACE!!!

good health for me and all whom i am close to, family, friends etc.

ermm i have alot more but i guess i'll keep the rest to myself for now. heh.

school started. whoa hecticccccc schedules man. work work work work work.

cant wait for the next birthday party. hahaha. lots coming up!!!

whoots, and wani i still miss you!

let's all hope that this year may bring much better things for all of us ppl.

cheers!

righto,
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

SDN christmas rocked the house!

2006-12-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

the frigging holidays are like here finally!!!!! and im so hppy i coudlnt contain my excitement i slept LONGER on a sunday morning. instead of getting up to go to the library i actually got UP to go back to sleep again!! hahahah. HOLIDAYS ARE LOVE!

ok ok updateeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

there was the most fantasticalicious SDN christmas party 2006 at block m LVL 4 where i can safely say that alot of my poly memories are gonna come from. from OGL days, to all the club meetings, and to this current event "christmas party 2006". it was all in all KICK ass. thanks to all my wonderful friends who attended. OMG la too many to name. lets start off with 3 days prior to the event.

13th DEC
had school till 6, after which proceeded to geralds house to choose the songs for our our christmas night gig. i was seriously poooooooooooped out by the time i got home. songs we practiced that night were victoria and jingle bell rock, as well as TRYING to sing "white christmas" was hilarious to see gerald hit the low keys. hahahah, memories for life.

14th DEC
had school, ended at 3, after which proceeded to the customary event of thursday night soccer. hahah, was wickedly fun that night, had some outside challengers, which we saw them off, beting some outside team 2-1 hahah, but wrm,,, we played our hearts out, and not surprisingly, we were all dead tired hahahah. AND i still had to stay over at geralds house that night to practice the songs for our mini gig. which we DID NOT practice, cause ger and cus were rushing projetcs for dynamic web. wah lau, made me stay there for a night for nothing la. hahahah, but atleast talking to gerald was fun thruout the night, which was why i was so tired on the following night itself.

15th DEC
CHRISTMAS PARTY!!!! woke up at 730 am, still at gers house of course, went home, slept for like 5 hours and thennnnnn, i rushed off to school to meet cus and josua to practice the songs ONE LAST TIME. we compiled 7 songs in total. all in all i would say they were really nice songs, and we parcticed non stop fer like 4 hours, whoa it was madness. my fingers were frigging swollen afterwards. had kai yun to buy my christmas present(thanks kai yun!, i still owe you money for that, so please remind me!)people slowly came by the time it was 6 pm, juniors and fellow ogls and year 2 students came, along with a few seniors popping by here and there. ( we were still practicing the songs even at that point in time) hahahah, madness. so those who watched the movie screening went in to the electronics theatre whilst the rest of use were getting the tree and decorations ready. round about 730, jonathan gave us a shout to get ready and gerald was then rushed off to put on his santa suit LOLLLL uber cute that was. hahahah while cus, josh and i were just sitting there waiting for our gig to start, whiiiich din take long. >.<>.< and SO, we got the chairs, settled ourself down and we finally got the gig started. it went by really fast, we finished all our songs before we knew it, and HONESTLY, i dont think anyone was listening to us.(background music la) hahah , but it was alright, we had fun, cus, josh ger and i were just playing along and before we knew it it was allll over. i have to say that the venue was TERRIBLE to perform cause our voices couldnt travel well. it was originally supposed to be in the electronics theatre, but somehow we couldnt play there, so oh well, we settled for the "staircase" yup so that was done, and thennnnn, it was the performers turn to eattt. LOL, oh wait there was the exchanging of presents first! before the gig and buffet started...ehhh was it? i dunno but there was a gift exchange, i got fererro rocher, lee yeung got this cool sweet dispenser from manda la. -jealous- LOLLL nah la kiddding, some junior had condoms and what the heck there were even g-string liners!!! LOLLL. so yeah back to the food, the performers got their turn to eat, after which we settled down and talked abit, and then the juniors decided to leave. and thank god for their departure cause thats when the real fun began. it was really totally pure madness from the moment the juniors left. from li yings hilarious "advertisement of how a pad works, to the stick of the g-string liners everywhere and i mean EVERYWHERE, on the guitar, on peoples body, even on the pooooor christmas tree. OMG LA, MADNESSS hahahah, we were laughing like maaaaaaaaaaad. lots of pictures being taken everywhereeee. memories that would last a lifetime i am SURE. LOGCAKES came out, and we all had some, mango, coffee and strawberry...mmmmm delicious! and then there was the climax of the night, the last performance of the retarded 4 LOLLL. we played a few more songs and surprisingly, "LAST CHRISTMAS" seemed to be a hit and we kept on playing it and EVERYONE and i mean EVERYONE was singing to the song. it was...omg i cant describe it. to see so many happy faces, singing along, like one big family, i was seriously overjoyed. i felt the love we had for each other that hasnt been around since our ogl days. it was really, a memory for the keeping, and one which i will hold onto very tightly. after which we had ONE last photo taking session with all the remaining bunch of fun-loving ppl. and then it was pack up and offff homeeee~!!! the level of highness that night was...UNDESCRIBABLE hahah. wicked.

and so that concludes the SDN CHRISTMAS NIGHT party 2006.
so many more details, please refer to other blogs. hahah, imma tired already lar. LOL

till next time people!

Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

P.S: remember to tell the people you love how much you love them.

T'is the season to be jolly falalalalalalalalaaaaaaaa~

HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE. =]

holidays are so near i can HARDLY WAIT

2006-12-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

ok.mid crit went ok. so YAY!

just played football today. so so.ahahah.

movie night was fun!!!! "buuuuuudyyyyyyyy~" LOL

was really glad to see all the dmd peeps again after so long. missed you guys alot.

i'm trying so hard to improve myself in my school work. sketches, 3d modelling and everything else. its exhausting!

i have irregular eating patterns...which is bad cause my stomach really hurts now.

haven't really had time for anything else other than work. my life is kinda sad really hahah. i WANNA JAM!!!

if i seem like i am frustruated. please forgive me. i am bothered. haha =X

if i seem distant and not listening when you are talking to me. please forgive me also. i am BOTHERED. lol

schools bothering me with all the stress and the NEED to do well.

i neeed sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep~

which brings me to the end of this post.
sleep.

night ppl.
take care

Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

mid critique beckons

2006-12-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

ok here comes mid crit.week 8. im dead.

life's pretty good. school and work has been occupying my mind MOST of the time heh =X.

soccer has been fun altho yesterdays soccer session was horrendous.

finally had some hang out time today with some of the peeps.

welcome back keane to singapore!!! glad you're back man. i have someone to call out if i'm bored now. heh.

i miss my mum, whos still in australia now. come home soon mummmmyyyy!!!!

my knee hurts.

sdn movie night!!!!i can hardly wait.

ubin trip to look forward to.

christmas is DEFINITELY in the air. i sure can feeeeeeeeeel it in the air.

wani if you do not know. i miss you. i sure miss all the late nights.

erm, my rooms messy. i have to clean up for gods sake!hahah

music is the only medicine and therapy i have now.

lifes pretty quiet.

jamming anyone?

alrighty, imma off to bed soon.

take care peeps.
till next time.

reeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

and so life goes on.

2006-11-26T12:47:00.000+08:00

Verse 1
Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

Chorus
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Verse 2
Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

Chorus
But I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Bridge
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you

Chorus
And now I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be
Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me.


Lyrics By GABRIELLE. thanks drea for the song =]


the silence in black and white.

heres to the "GOOD" life.

2006-11-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

studio 4 heres what i think of you...YOU SUCK!!!! BLEAHHH!!! U SUCK U SUCK U SUCK U SUCK. hahahahah. ok its not the sp4 that suck but this STUUUUUUUUUUUUUpid lecturer who cannot get his BLOODY words across and it only leads to me becoming MORE AND MORE CONFUSED. so to the lecturer im referring to...YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK!!!!!.

ok i feel better ahahah.

ok ok update.

fell sick, was told to stay in bed and rest for a few days but heck, i still went to school today when i know i shudn't. NO BLOODY CHOICE.

took a super long day off on saturday i slept practically for the whole day.

sunday was back to the all favourite a3 sketchbook, and drew from 12 till 7. (productive)i think.

man u won! hooray!

im FUCKING sick of the current school timetable.

i miss jamming.

thank god for music for i wouldn't be able to survive without it.

i miss that girl who brought sunshine into my life and was the constant source of my smiles for the past few months. if only she knew how much i miss her. my life sure ain't the same without her around.

im living life, but only just getting by, life is passing me by every single day. the beautiful world is driving by right before my very eyes.

to all my friends out there if you think i don't appreciate you, in actual truth, i miss you guys to bits and i wish that i can hang out with you guys soon!!!

im gonna turn into a vegetable soon. stupid course hahahah >.<

righto zuan has to go off to lala land, school at 9 am!

nighto people
take care now

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzuan -out-

imma dead octupus >.<

2006-11-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

okayyyy, i have to submit my packaging design AND t-shirt design TOMORROW!!! and u know what?! IM NOT DONE...sooo WOO HOOOO!!!!!

gonna take a 3 hour nap first before i begin this long long gruelling night of work =(.

i LONG for sushi.

spent a hell alot on pens and pencils and markers and materials. FOOK LA

justin timberlakes latest album futuresex/lovesounds kicks ass. groooooovy. =)

4 more weeks till the midterm hols(thankg god)

still alot of projects left unfinished by week 9. DOH!

i miss hanging out sessions with all those close to me. =(

jamming i miss definitely.

wani i also miss...DEFINITELY CONFIRM CHOP PLUS STAMP AND STILL GOT GURANTEE!!! =X. i pray thats shes well and that her lifes doing a ok even tho we seem to be drifting apart and seldom keep in contact now. DOH(2)

my lifes a big rollercoaster ride(ain't everyones??)

i seem to have a very weird appetite nowadays.

and i seem to have lost my motivation.

SOMEONE SAVE ME.

righto, back to work.
ciao ppl and take care.

bleahhhhh SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs and gundu(okay totally random)

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

i miss you

2006-11-10T10:32:00.000+08:00

WANI!!!!!

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.

ah ok i feel better. hahah

since shes never ever gonna read my blog, im not afraid to put her name down hahahah.

eloo people, im fine thanks, surviving sem2 of my second year in poly life pretty well. i THINK.

week 5 and 6 looms near, which means designs shud be ALMOST finalised. -im so dead- T-T.

havent been jamming. -lissy,jamming soon okay?!!-

school still sucks.

my knee is still hurting after so long >.<

and if its not obvious enough i still miss her. lol =X

i wanna shop for a guitar bag!

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERRY!!!!

gotta clear up my messy messy room

i MUST finish writing up my songs!! i have too many unfinished ones already!

went out with the dmd peeps for dinner at pizza hut on wednesday day.fun. was glad to see them again!!

pleaase, another outing soon okay

ALRIGHT, back to work.
zuan zuan will be back here soon.

God bless people.

take care!!!
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

hur hur

2006-11-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

im dying.

period.

and school sucks.

hur hur.

but im still alive and i seriously dont know what to type here at all anymore LOL.

i miss her.

eating alot now wth. all that fasting gone to waste.

miss jamming.

miss hanging out with the sdn peeps!!!

studio project 4 is a killer(up to date)

other than that. im OKAY larrrr.

lol, till next time,

take care ppl.

Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

out of action but STILL alive

2006-10-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

hur hur hellp peeople. im still alive and well.

sorry for not updating in abit.

lots to say, but for now i'll just settle for a quick update.

firstly to my muslim friends, selamat hari ray, maaf zahir dan batin. hope u all had a great day today. to all my non muslim friends, hope u all had a great holiday too.

but im really tired lar. update tomorrow la ok. ahahah sorry people

till i re-enter this zone.
take care peeps.

reeeeeeeeetz -out-

DOTA using the freaking touch pad

2006-10-10T15:34:00.000+08:00

its terrible. ITS TERRIBLE CAN DIE LIKE SIAO AND BE FREE FRAG.

but i like talk about challenges haha.

dota-ing is fun but ihope i dont get addicted cause schols gonna start soon!!! >.<

well ok update yesterday was Daryls bday, and we had a surprise for him. we had planned to get him a cake. and so i went to buy the cake yesterday morning at secret recipe. chocolate mud cake whoaaaa it looks goood and smelllsss goood but i din know if it tasted goood cause i was fasting anc couldnt eat anything >.< theres were in school for their sem briefing so yeah we decided to celebrate his bday in school, but yeah we sang the song for him ahahah and then steph caked him kinda bad and caked him more than once. sheeesh steph is dangerous la. after which we proceeded to the soup spoon to have soup!!! i din have any of course...but ehy all had some, lissy, drea, stan, de zhang, jonathan and li ying were present. cus ger and kai yun joined us later on. so we were one big group!!! =)) so we just lingered around raffles city shopping centre. espirit, nike, adidas etc. and THEN we went to peninsula plaza to see ge buy his bass guitar!!! wheeeeee hahah ger has a bass now so we can all go jamming!!!!

yeah that was all we did yesterday then off homeeee.

alamak still tired.
-rest-
take care people

till next time
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

OGL chalet 2006(the second one)

2006-10-07T12:27:00.000+08:00

lol to all my dear friend out there...the chalet was KICK ASS yes?

hahahaha i throughly enjoyed myself, even tho i couldnt spend the nights over at the chalet it was nice to be able to mingle as one big family again. could really feel the love man. :)

so many moments, so many memories that will be there for life from this chalet hahah. it's almost impossible to write it all down here.

the singing, the ps2-ing, the drinking, the guitaring, the barbequing, the cards playing, the noodle eating, the footballing, the basketballing, the sharing of stories of our life, the good food, the swimming, the dunking of ppl in the pool, the freakish moments, the emo-ish moments, the LONG walks in and out of the chalet >.<, the HUGE chalet, perrys "belly kisser" omg unforgettable. seriously this was a good chalet.

however what happened during the night i cannot say for i was not there to witness anything, for more info please refer to the other blogs hahaha. :)

all in all it was a kick ass chalet.

To jonthan, joshua, Ai kun(sorry if i spelt this wrong) andrea, liesl, bei cheng, effie, amanda, chi yong, song wei, yaohuang, shao hong, daryl, shi han, perry, cheryl, li ying, yu zhuang, kai yun, gerald, audrey, marcus, adrian, stanley, jeremy, jean anne, tinting ,si ji, desmond, zhi shen, lee yeung, ken. (if i missed out anyone please forgive me!!)

THANKS FOR THE ROCKING CHALET DUDES, YOU GUYS ROCK!!! :)

righto
take care people :))
reeeeeeeeeetz -out-

school beckons =(

2006-10-02T04:56:00.000+08:00

schools almost here(sad to say) and here i am at 4.50 am writing this entry, maybe cause i cannot sleep, and also for the fact that i just ate. uber full larrr. >.<

anyways its monday now, gonna head down to school later to meet up with the rest for some sdn club meeting, and most probably hang out with the guys for the day. i REALLY shud be at the gym lar, im wasting away my california fitness subscription aiyah but nvm when ive stopped fasting i will chiong there everyday hur hurrr. =)

music is love and incubus is my current fave. solid music. recommend to all also.

still playing on the guitar almost everyday, acoustic/electric. luvin every moment of it.

still looking forward to forming a proper band. (getting there soon)

still in love with that girl =)

still need to polish on any computer related softwares concerning design =S

and OH, still need to take care of myself and get more sleep sheeeeesh.

anyways, sleep beckons as well as the gates of lalaland.

till fate brings me back here again for another entry. avoir ppl

reeeeeeeeeetz -out-

songs galore

2006-09-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

ahahah howdy people!!! how are all you guys out there?!!

fastings been ok ok so farrr... not really struggling yet so yeah...imma alright.hahah, and besides that been jamming at macpherson and at lissys house. =)) music is love. <3

been catching up with some sketching. as well as rendering etc as well as 3d modelling, still not that good yet but im sure i can improve! =)

been slacking aroundmostly these few days, sending songs to and fro. lotsa good music i tell you. im inspired!! =))

i miss having LUNCH hahah. >.<

and im glad to say that im almost fully fit with my knee!!! =)) i can play soccer now and RUN without pain!!!

"loveeee~, ever since the frist moment i spoke your name from then on i knew that by you being in my life things were destined to changee....cause

loveee~ so many people use your name in vain

loveee~those who have faith in you sometimes go astray,

loveeee~thru all the ups and downs the joy and hurts,

loveeeee~ for better or worse i still will choose you first"

this is a fantastic song from musiq soulchild and these are just some lyrics from the entire song. big big thanks you to Letitia for the song ahahah this song rocks girl! so a BIG THANK YOU!!!

and that concludes my entry fr today. and oh by the way Liverpool lost 2-0 to bolton hahah bloody yaya papayas LOST HAHAHAHAH!!!bloody hell they deserve it.

till next time ppl!! take care

reeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

how do i put it?

2006-09-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

how do i put it?

when u've fallen in love with someone, and you think shes the girl of ur dreams. do you...
a)sit and watch her go by?
b)tell her you like her, and seee how it goes?

i've had the girls ive liked in the past, each one proving to be a disappointment and another scar on my heart. i liked them, i told them, i came crashing down. i was again, left to wonder what could have been if we had ended up together.

and so time passes, and i fell in love again., with a girl whom in all aspects i can safely say is precious and i would with all my heart protect her and shower her with all the love in the world if i could. there shall be no names, for names are not needed as the girl in question is already known to most people out there.

and so here i am, with a big big decision to make, do i just go for it, or for once, just let her go by.
all i know is, she's a nice girl, who deserves to be loved the way she should be. she makes me smile and im really confortable around her. she's got brownish black hair, with eyes that would make my heart melt whenever i look at them hehs.

words could not possibly express how much she means to me, but shes there, in my heart. when i'm doing my work, i think of her, when i'm jamming and noise levels are incredibly loud, i think of her. even when i was on the flight to UK, i was thinking of her, if she was alright, if shes doing fine, if she was getting enough sleep, of if she was unhappy etc. she means THAT much to me. she probably doesnt feel the same way for me and my hopes arent really that high that she ever would.

i havent heard her voice in a month, nor have i seen her in that time. and yes i do miss her. alot.

she probably has NO clue that i like her and i really habe NO idea as to whether i shud tell her or not how i feel about her.

the feeling grows.

buuuuuuuuuuuuut at the end of the day no matter what happens. she will always have a spacial place in my heart.

and nowi really have to go and take my sleeping pills. so good night people

Reeeeeeeeeetz -out-

and so fasting begins...

2006-09-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

yeap yeaaaaaaaap day 2 of fasting is finished.ermm lots more to go! hahah nvm la i can manage, no big deal :]

so lets see, whaaaaaaaaaaat did i do since saturdayyy? hmm, riiiight, saturdayyy nothing...sunday nothingggg....and mondayyy. ah monday which is today i went to perrys house for another chill and relax session. but this time bei cheng and jonathan came over also, so it was slightly noisier. started off with playing abit of music then in the ended up like a gaming area jonathan and bei cheng both playing games in the room, perry and i on the ps2. it was fun la, a day just not worrying abt anything and just having fun. hehs. only bad thing was that at the end of the day i couldnt join them for dinnner. had to leave for homeeee...

so these holss... basically the hols SO far has been about... the England trip, the jamming sessions and ermmm nothing much really. lots of stay home do nothing sessions, occassional OGL outings, thats abt it. been a pretty boring holiday so far. been waiting for the OGL chalet but then again im fsating so i cannot stay over thts sooooooo depressing so now i cannot join in the fun. sheesh. SAD!

john mayers cd "continum". a great cd. strongly recommended.

tats abt all for now folks. time for some precious sleep.
jamming session tomorrow!

take care peeps!
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

east coast park, jamming and ermmm more jamming?

2006-09-21T14:20:00.000+08:00

okayyyyyyyyyy so i haven updated in abit so here i go.

firstly sunday i went to celebrate my mums birthday at 4 season hotel with a fantaastic buffet. whoot!!! ate aloooooooooooot, from every station. yikes was super bloated after that. and OH i got to see the 2 mtv vjs may and choi there too having lunch. whoa preeetttyyyy! hahah. and leter on that night i went to marcus' house to watch the bif four play chelsea v liverpool manchester utd v arsenal. chelsea won and so did ARSEnal(idiots). hahah was fun la cus, ger and jonathan were there. super fun. very hard to sleep with gerald around cause hes always coming up with sth stupid but we slept eventually, when he shut up that is.

and thennn after that on the mondayyy, i went out with the big big big bunch of ogls to Eastr Coast PArk to sort out the things for the event. arrived KINDA late. but hey we were the frist ones there so yeah no complaints.. we were supposed to meet up at macs, which we did. but the groups came in slooooowly. in total thought we had alot of ppl who came. lets see...there was daryl, shi han, lee yeung, perry, joshua,adrian, chi yong, audrey, li ying, kai yun, jonathan, gerald, marcus, beicheng, si ji, jean anne, ting ting, andrea, liesl and me! (aHEM if i missed out on anyone please tell me cause i have very bad memory) yeap those were the ones who were there and we started off by playing POOL hahahh cause it rained laaaaa. so no choice, we played pool till the rain stopped. yeaaap then we started our plannig for the day. i rented rollerbladesss, felt goood to be on blades againnn :] josh rented blades too but he broke his specs in the end so he couldnt do much. so we proceeded on to find the stations where the games were gonna be and seriously it was veeeeeeery tiring even on blads, the rest rented bikes in the end hahah. cause they were alll tooo tired. and after all that was doneee! we went to parkway parade to have dinner!!! but i din eat tho, stomach ache. >.< yeah that was the day for monday, kinda hectic eh.

TUESDAY!!! ermm lets see oh yeahhh went to schooool to continue the preparations for the eventtt. we started off discussing then we tried the games out. i liked the part where they had to put 8 butts ont he floor!!! hahah super funny haahaha. we tried out the games, planned...ONLY to have out morales busted when most of the freshies said they could not come for the event. oh my goooooooooood la we were all so like depressed and EMOED like shit la. jonathan was reaaaly upset la can tell from his face. and so we spent the rest of the time planning if we shud carry on or not. in the end we cancelled it. haix so sadddeningggg. so we packed up and headed to bishan for early dinner and coffeee. and was like just hanging out and chilling. suuuuuper disappointed, i was looking forward to it la and in the end it got cancelled. sheeeeeeesh.

and on wednesdayyy, since the event got cancelled, i decided to go jamming and asked the rest to go alonggg. callled in the usual gang, marcus, gerald and this time asked along jonathan, liesl and andrea!!! =)) was SUPER fun i tell you hahah. the singing, the drumming, hahah it was fun! shud do it more often!!! and i must say liesls drumming is preeeeeeeeetty good. so we jammed for 3 hours or so. stopped at 9.30 and went to some indian place to eat. i had ermmm briyani with mutton masala. eeee so hot la. but okay la, filled the stomach. the rest had either briyani or prata.yeap. so thats abt it for wednesday.

and im getting very tired of typing i think i missed out alot of things. hmm oh well will edit them if i remember. hahah.

okayyyyyy people take care nowwww
Reeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

when the leaves of autumn start to fall...

2006-09-13T02:51:00.000+08:00

firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY DEAREST. u've been a fantastic mum and i'm proud to be your son.this is your day mummy enjoy it and thanks for EVERYTHING!!!=))

aHEM.. lets see. 2 weeks worth of blogging i have to fill. thats...almost impossible.

well firstly for those of you woh have wondered where i have gone. let me just say that i have ben to england and back again. visited the beautiful country with their pretty country sides and interesting scenery. went there for 2 weeks with my mum and dad for a holiday tom meet up with some relatives of mine over there. PLUS shopping and sight seeing so yeah, it's been fun.

i cant possibly giveu a day by day story but i shall just put them in point form of the highlights of my holiday.

-visited london the V&A museum, Harrods, Big Ben, London Eye.
-visited Old Trafford, got to go around on a tour to see the grounds, changing rooms, trophies, and how its like to walk out the tunnel before a game.
-blackberry picking!( laugh if u must but its something u cant do here at home, and the black berries are fantastic i tell you!)
- visited relatives in Bolton(first time ever in my 15 years of going to england). got to meet some of my cousins, whoe apparently are kinda cute (Hurrrhurrrrrr).
-winchester
-henley on thames for my mums dolls convention where she won grand master. and is the ONLY one in Singapore to have won a grand master, she also won best in category and TOP award. so proud of my mummyyy!!! =)))
-stayed at 2 cool bed and breakfast while staying out of my aunts place, one at henley on thames, while waiting for my mum to get her results and one at bolton, when i visited the relatives there.( its a 5 hour drive to Bolton from southampton, and the ride home is long and terrible, can DIE, so a bed and breakfast is more sensible
-sat on the train in london(not the first time but hey im just stating the points)
-took a bus in london,totally new experience(again done before but just pointing out)
-snapped a gazillion pictures
-met a few friends.
-oh yes bought my electric fender guitarX)) love love lo veeeee.
-shoppingggg~ but my mum bought alot of things, i just sat and watched her, MOST of the times hahah =)

and SO much more i can die typing them out.hahah basically it was a good holiday this time around.

and oh the people i've missed. i would name all of you guys down but hey the list would be DAM long hahah.
that one special girl of course, thought i doubt she knows i'm referring to her.
my 2 cats!!! coco and latte. missed them to bits.
and the FOOD oh gosh cant live without spice!!!! if ever i were to move to england i'll make sure i bring along LOTS AND LOTS of spices hahah.

and so i'm running out of things to say as i sit infront of the television watching the champions league. BAH i cannnooooooot sleeeeeeeeeeep/

BUT anyway, gotta stop somewhere and here i shall stop.

till next time.
Reeeeeeeetz -out-

"pizza" love triangle

2006-08-23T12:31:00.000+08:00

thats what she heard when i said "BIZARRE" love triangle. hahah she's got a really major heariing problem, i think she was hungry. ha!

anyways update:

yesterday was...hmm how should i put it, it was a very nice day, got to spend it with this girl i know whos kiiiiiiiiinda special,special in her own way la, it's Wani ahahah =X.well anyways yeah was supposed to meet her at 2 at somerset mrt but she said she would be late (girls...whats new?) said she was still waiting for the bus at around 150. so i went off to buy the tix first.imagine the shock i had when i receiveced a call and the caller id said private number, so i picked it up and it was her, i thought NO WAY!!!SHES NOT COMING?!!! hahah i panicked only to find out that her hp no batt and she was calling from a public phone. hahah sheesh, for a moment i thought she was still at her grandmas house. phew~ yeap so she arrived and off to watch lakehouse!!!(again) it wasnt at the normal level 6 thought the cinema we were in was at level 9! which was a totally new to both of us. its a cool level, where u can play lan games and xbox games as well, its a gamer area i think, but still pretty cool! yeah so we settled down and watched the show, i STILL think the ending is pretty bad!

hahah after which we went off around town to shop for her friends birthday present. we tried heeren, the escalator part was funny, we tried taka, nothing there then we went to far east. shes SO SO SO fickle minded la. hahah, should i get this? i dunno leh, what about this? i duno leh, i dunno what she like. o_o hahah, and i wasnt much help either cause i dunno whats her friend like. i suggested getting a watch, which we did have a look at, and she found a nice black one, and wanted to get a matching scarf foo her friend, but when she looked at the watch again, she thought it din look nice anymore. AIYO! hahah in the end we ended up at body shop getting something there. shower shampoo and perfume. hahah, after all that we ended up in body shop. sheesh.

and THEN, it was more shopping, i only had to buy a marker from art friend, which i did PRETTY quickly, then it was her turn to shop. hahah, was kinda fun running around from zara and mango helping her decide which shirt looked nice on her, but if u ask me they ALL look good on her la hahah =X. againnnn she couldnt make up her mind, and she was so lazy to go to the changing rooms and try them on. aiyo, it wasnt so bad in zara, she stuck to one table of clothes, at mango she went back and forth between 2 tables, comparing the colour, the size etc etc. hahah super funny, and when she finally got a shirt from mango, which was nice =) the size was medium and oh my god she kept on saying shes fat. -_- i'll never understand girls. yeah then went back to zara to buy this nice grey shirt. was pretty late when we finished, round about 7 plus? almost 8. then we went out of taka, i bought a drink and walked slowly back to the mrt and back home.

i did not want the day to end hahah but it was nice. nice spending time with her. never was a dull moment. =)

and today i'm off for a chalet which i havent even packed for. alamak, i think i shall bring nothing but underwear. LOL KIDDING!!!! hahah i better start packing!!!im meeting the rest at 5.

righto take care peeps.
dmd people continue to perservere and those who are sick get well soon!
Reeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

only 4 more days!

yes and the red devils go marching on!

2006-08-21T01:53:00.000+08:00

whoots man u defeated fulham 5-1!!! hahah wheeee total domination.

anyways, quick update, yest went to jonathans birthday celebration at choa chu kang, was SUPER fun hahah. alot of the dmd ppl went tooo many to mention but yeah over all it was fun. good food, compliments so jonathans mum. she did a fantastic job by cooking all that oofd, pity we couldnt finihs it tho. yeah busted my knee AGAIN whilst playing basketball hahah, thats what u get for trying to act HERO when ur knee hasnt even recovered, and now its all painful again. sheeesh >.< jonathan got CAKED hahah sheesh that was a spectacle. gerald got caked too cause he was the one who caked joe. LOL, well anyways we stayed there till like 11 plus then headed to town. NYDC babyyy, yeah which we sat down and had some drinks and some snacks, left at about 2. took a cab home with li yoing and chi yong. sheesh 20 bucks it took for all 3 of us to get home, oh well its alright la i guess, yeah came home, showered then TRIED to sleep la but i couldn't.hahah, and then it was sunday.

sunday is a pretty much do nothing day, EXCEPTT for my cousins wedding oh my god shes so pretty nowwww so pretty!!! hahah big eyess, nice hair etc etc. wow lucky bridegroom!!hahah and i also met my other cousin whom i havent seen in years also!! whoa hes handsome too!!! was nice to visit the relatives on my fathers side, but it was kinda weird tho, they ALL knew me and i dont remember anyone at all!! ack i HAVE to start drawing out my family tree. or like my mum said, ours is a forest of trees!!! hahah. yeah and today i wasnt really myself for some apparent reason, for EXAMPLE, TODAY i wanted to eat a banana, so i took a banana, peeled the skin, i PLUCKED the banana out and threw it away, leaving with the skin in my hand -.- hahaha and the thing is i din realise what i had done till my mum told me. hahah we noth had a good laugh. sheesh, i think i better head to bed and get some rest before i do more retarded thigs ahaha. eh no but i gotta do something fro my friend first.

after that i can sleeeeeeeeeep.
lake house tomorrow(hopefully) =))
hahah take care peeps
righto
Reeeeeeeeeetz -out-

darn constipation

2006-08-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

been going to the toilet non stop for the past few hours. dam jialats. can't seem to stop hahahah .=X

and anyway today was busy busy day. firstly started off by going to school to take my tennis rackets, and since i was in schoool i decided to pay the dmd peeps a visit. saw alot of the guys today, perry, andrea, lissy, amanda marcuss gerald beicheng etc etc. was nice to see them again after so long. yeah so stayed asround till like 3 plus then i was off to bishan to meet up with song wei, jun long and his girlfriend to have prata for lunch hahah. phoo the prata was so filling that i did not have any space for dinner afterwards. sheesh, after which we all headed to plaza sing to catch the ant bully. it was an alright show, it had its moments but over all its not that bad. hung around at ps for awhile then off home. its been kind of a long day. its the most number of activities ive done since sch ended hahah.

and now im left at home with a uber bad stomachache. sheesh.

off to the gym tomorrow!!

9 more days till the UK trip =)))))

right
reeeeeeeeeetz -out-

so be it

2006-08-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

urgh im so BORED. i'm bored shit, and i WANT TO GO OUT!!!

anyway, did NOTHING for the past few days, feel freaking useless.

wait wait... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS BUDDIEEEE!!!!!
todays your day dudeee have a great day hahah.

ok....so lets see, been doing nothing. all i did for the past few days was to play games. sheesh pathetic i know.

been falling ill again. uber bad headaches, fever and cough. freaking illnesses just GO AWAY ALREADY.

went out on saturday with the dmd peeps to watch click. lets see... adrian, yong min, daryl, shi han, bei ghenc, lee yeung, chi yong and amanda. yeap those were those present i din forget anyoen this time did i? well anyway yeah it was a good sho dammit hahah uber farnie thought i'd die in the movie. adn their main actresss is haaaaaaaaaaaawt. kate beckinsale issit? well shes haaaaaaaawt. hahah =X yeah after which we were SUPPOSED to watch the fire works but thinking abt it it was going to be uber packed so we din go, instead we went to s11 for dinner and boy it was like too much la seriously, rojak, satay, stingray, bbq squid, crab, and kang kong. sheesh and it was only meant for the 3 of us. hahah. anyway the food was good. was contented afterwards. =))

today, i felt so sick i couldnt even stand properly, heads like gonna explode. rest rest rest i need. or maybe too much rest im not too sure well whatever.

yeah and other than that, been doing NOTHING.

shall go and do more NOTHINGS.

take care peeps.
dmd ppl all the best for ur studio projects =))
oowieee my UK trip is coming!!! hahah can't wait.

righto Reeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

2 months 2 monthsss~!!!!!

2006-08-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

yes thats how long my hols are gonna be. actually its 2 months and a week, but the week is considered unofficial hols.so yeah. but STILL its FREAKING TOO LONG FOR HOLS. hmm, no complaints tho.

took my comm skills test yesterday and i have to admit its preeeeeeeeeeeety easy la. a FEW challenging questions and thats abt it.

changed my guitar strings to clean new ones, feels good yeahhh. hahah, back to playing everyday again. good good, gotta prepare new songs for the chalets to come. =)

and yes today i finally completed the last of my tests, 3d modelling, ah im so gonna fail that one cause i din complete my model in time but WHO CARES.

stayed back in school till like 10 plus. wth, was supposed to wait for a friend to go catch a show but she woke up so late and was so sick that poor girl that she couldn't make it. get well soon!!! so i ended up staying back in school with chi yong at first at level 6 and listening to mnusic on his speaker. dam cool la ahah love the bass. after which we went down to level 4 to accompany the rest of the dmd peeps as they rush to complete their remaining assignments. from daryls amazing animation thngy, to cheryls funny models backside being screwed up to liesls eccentric but definitely funny animation thingy where her model takes the long way round to reach the goal. ack >.< all in all it was fun. and oh poor joshs hand seemed to have some kind of weird rash. dude you gotta get some rest and sleep and recover okay, take care!!! had mcs at the roof garden with chi yong, shi han, daryl and clara and amanda(edited) (i'm sorry i forgot you amanda, really really sorry i forgot to put ur name down here, will let u whack me when u see me!!! =))) sorry) then off homeeee~ it was like almost 11 by then la. freaking late.

and so i'm now at home, with ALOT of free time in my hands, hmm better start on that furniture design award.

till next time
take care people
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

p.s: to all dmd peeps, DO GET SOME REST BEFORE YOUR STUDIO PROJECT STARTS!!!

righto -out-

there's a very fine line

2006-08-08T13:06:00.000+08:00

whoopdeedooo~ =)

firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HAN!!

todays your day dude such a pity that u have to chiong projects. but aies when ure done with all this we can go celebrate ahahah. =))

and yeap, stuck at home studying for comm skills. sheesh i don't feel like studying at all la. there's so much to study and i have no mood at all to study//

been playing my guitar ALOT these few days. my fingers are freaking painful now. think i shall go down and buy new strings for my guitar, the ones i have now feel rusty. ack >.<

oh speaking of which i have a 3d modelling test this friday also. OH MY GOD LA, my 3d sucks!!! =((

fevers gone down, so has my flu, but the sore throat and the cough still remains. still yet to go and visit the docs. i don't think i need to go anymore, i feel alot better than what i was last week. =))

i need to go down to the gym soon. maybe thursday or something. see how la. super moody these few days. sheesh all this free time leaves you ALOT of time to think about alot of things. ahahah.bad bad bad.

it's a sunny emo kinda tuesday

and i'm going to go and get some more sleep. =X

till next time.
Reeeeeeeeeeeetz - out -

and already i'm bored of the holidays.

2006-08-06T01:31:00.000+08:00

ahahah. o_o it's so BORINGGGGG. ive just jad ONE day of unofficial hols and i'm already struggling to think of something to do.

today. was a day of doing NOTHING!!!!. it was a pigging out day. woke up, had breakfast, slept. woke up had lunch, slept, woke up had dinner then slept again!!! ahah WTH!!!!! the only thing i did do was to watch lord of the rings for 30 minutes before i ko ed in front of the tv. hahah, sheesh if this goes on i may as well hibernate during the hols.

brushed up on my guitar playing and yeahhh, thank god i can still play. learnt a few new songs today and perfected bizarre love triangle. finished up my latest song titled " no idea", gotta work that one out with marcus for the beat and rhythm,

sheesh it's a getting late. better go off to lalaland before its too late.

till next time.

Reeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

she's crazy, but she makes me smile.

2006-08-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

hahah, yeashh shes SUPER crazy but hey she makes me smile.

early morning madness.
was supposed to sleep at 1a.m, was freaaaking tired i tell you but then SOMEBODY called up. wouldn't have been so bad if she could just stop laughing and coming up with something to make me laugh. from dialing mary had a little lamb on the phone, to playing games(seriously arh she screams real loud) to making fun of supermans outfit, and to jumbling up words that don;t make perfect sense. hahah tsk tsk, all the sleepiness went away. and din come back till like 4 plus. o_o but it was fun.

so today, it's my FIRST day of unofficial hols and im super glad i tell you. super super super glad. all thats left now for me is 2 tests, communication skills and 3d modelling test, id better brush up on my modelling skills before next week, before its too late.

but i do have holiday assignments too like the scanteak design comp. ouuuh super interesting i tell you. scan teak sure aint easy to design for. tough.

and so i had better plan for my holidays so that my time is well spent, no more rotting at home. probably go and sign up for some course during the holidays. ack i always say id do that but never do. someone please force me to sign up for sometihng. >.<

holiday to do list
brush up on guitar skills
get a job(try la)
train knee
go to california fitness at least twice a week
sketching
improve on illustrator photoshop and 3d modelling
buy electric guitar
try rock climbing(if me knee is ok)
clean up my room!
continue my french lessons
learn malay(ack >.<)
shopping
finish up whatever songs left unwritten

this is pretty much what i can think of to do for NOW. i have alooooooooooot more.

till next time.
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeetz - out-
=))

the girl who quit school on her 18th birthday

2006-08-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANEYYYYY~!!!!!!!

and my dear girl why did you have to do what you did?! sighs, like i said there are SOOOOOO many people out there who is willing to help you if you would only let them. but yes, you have already said your reason out and all of the sdn peeps and me would like to wish you ALL THE BEST. you're still a part of us, and willl welcome you back into our company anytime without fail. chop stamp plus warranty hahah. and of all days it had to be on your birthday what a great way to end it all.

well today started off with some holiday project briefing which i have to design furniture for scanteak. so cool la, the top 8 designers get to see their model made out. and the prozes are quite attractive too!. yeah after which went to bishan junction to get waneys birthday cake with andrea, so hard to choose a cake. headache, then rushed back so andrea could make it for her swemestral briefing. after which around 3 plus(after they've chosen the things they wanna do next sem) a few of us went to mcdonalds to set up the cake. hehs, was kinda fun la. then waney came and we sang her bday song, -sniff- we're not gonna see her often anymore.=(( hehs but i hope she liked it though, too bad not eveyone was there to celebrate it with her, must organise another one. a proper farewell thingy.

yeah so after all that, accompanied waney to get her stuffs done. walked from like block m to block a to block l. like touring the school like that. yeah after which we headed to town to watch lake house but all the shows were on like uber late and she had something on at night with her family, so we had to just settle to watch it another day. so we just lingered around the kopitiam place at the youth park and just talked and watched a group of people dance. hahah, till her cousin picked her up.

was pretty tired when i got back so took a nap and just woke up and imma gonna do my work now. sheesh still have to chiong.

till next time
Reeeeeeeeeeeetz - out-

i have freaking feelings too.

2006-07-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

i quote: "why bother?"

is my life good? yeah i guess so? i have a happy family, loads of friends and yeah, i have alot of things what most people don't have. but hey my life ain't perfect either.

there's more to me than what you normall see.

i'm not going to make this an EMO post so i'll stop right there.

so moving on...rushed to complete visual comm, which i have finally completed just earlier on today, printed out my pboards and all thats left is to print my development sketches. am studying for tomorrow test and i tell you i am getting no further than the 2nd page it's freaking boring, don't understand a single shit.

i realised i slept less than 5 hours in 2 days. whoopdeedooo~ and i still have SO much to do by the end of this week. GOD BLESS ME.

fever ain't getting any better, it's gone up. constipation sets in and sinus as well. super duper uncomfortable at night but i somehow manage to survive. i'm living everynight drinking 2 1.5 litre bottle of mineral water amazing. ok the going-to-toilet rate has also increased ahahah. =X

seriously need sleeping pills
oh yeah i got to visit the dam doctor if i have the time
i need to get well soon, can't go to england sick =S
need to sort a few things out in my life

do the following and i;ll probably be fine.hahah. =))

till next time,
Cheers people
Reeeeeeeetz - out -

Lost

2006-07-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

quick post.

came down with feverr, flu and bad headaches.
been assigned to do a hush puppies poster.
am trying to rush and complete my visual comm asssignment by sunday.
really i am moodless to do ANYthing due to fever and some unpleasant news.

im lost, sick and tired.
someone help.

Reeeeeeeeeetz -out-

imma tired and sick boy

2006-07-28T00:30:00.000+08:00

watched the lake house today. nice show!!! recommended to all who love happy endings. real worth watching it.

but i'm sick, and i'm tired.
and i cant wait for my holidays to come.
2 weeks of school left.

i need more rest for now!!

till next time people
cheers
Reeeeeeeetz -out-

like finally, it's all over

2006-07-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

YES STUDIO PROJECT IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!

no more late nights, no more figuring out stupid functions, no more wasting money on materials
OH THE JOY OF NOT HAVING TO DO STUDIO PROJECT ANYMORE!!!!! =))

BUT and yes there are still BUTS in this neverending quest for that diploma. i STILL have aloooooooooooooot of other projects. visual comm, 3d modelling, design a new product for hush puppies, design a watch, and 2 more written tests. it's like what the heck la...but hey i'll pull thru like i ALWAYS do...somehow.

filling in for yesterday, it was the presentation of our products and we had to present it in front of 3 lecturers. Hee Kiah, Khairul and Anton. oh my god la i panicked when i had to present and i spoke kinda fast. =X kinda like rapping ahahah. but yeah got that done and over with i don;t wanna bring up this sems SP anymore. very disappointed. then spent the rest of the day taking pics and videos of all our works togetheer. after which i went to bushan junction with yao huang, song wei and jun long for a chilling session.

today, nothing much, woke up late.yeah get used to it i always wake up late. toook a cab(AGAIN) to school to make it for class. amazingly i still could still take my attendance. after which i played winning eleven with song wei on his laptop. LOL it was my cd but i lent it to him but we played it together before visuall commm cllass.ahahah brought my controller to play too. wah seriousyl it was DAM fun la. ahahah totally thrashed song wei, but can't blame him for being lousy la, he was using the jeyboard and i was using the gamepad. hehs, thrashed him 8-1!!! hahah ok ok he'll kill me for mentioning it here. yeah so after lesson we went out with lin jie as a group cause she had opted to quit the course. so with that, we(as in those who could go for the outing) went to bushan junction 8 to watch nacho libre!!! ahahah SUPER FUNNY I TELL U. especially when this one guy looked like a friend of mine, talks like him too!! hahah, yeah watched that till 9 plus then some of them left, the remaining went to s-11 to have late dinner. AND song wei was so sick of using the keyboard that he went off to buy a gamepad LOL but i paid half for it too cause i may wanna use it too cause the one i'm using now is almost spoilt. hahah farnie la he. yeah so just got back home not too long ago. and im freaking TIRED!!! but i still have work to do. so work it shall be. hopefully i can sleep earlier tonight. lesson starts at 930 tomorrow, but i'll be late anyway,hehs.

righto, it's 11 pm, time to start work.
till next time
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

i think i'm in love

2006-07-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

yeaaaaap, i think i am in love, or at least i think i am. see that the word used is i "THINK". not i "AM" ahhh don't mix up ar. she's sweet but i ain't elaborating anything here. hahah =X, but then again, love doesnt appear on my list. cause i simply don't have the time. being in a DESIGN course definitely has is negative aspects, you spend so much time on your work, that tht eonly other time u're not doing work, you're eating. NO JOKE, ask anybody in SDN and they will all say the same.WE EAT WE SLEEP WE DRAW AND WE DO HOMEWORK. summarised in a short sentenced. hahah, buuuuuuuuuuuuut the holidays are coming, so maybe love can have a place on my list this time. lots of things to do this hols for sure, and so much to achieve. i'll list them down another time, still rushing for my stupid studio project now.

week 15, stupid studio project ends, and so much more to do till school ends.
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS TO COME!!!! U.K TRRRRIP awaits.
oh if you guys want anything please tell me sooooooon, so i know what to get when im over there.

P.S : HAPPY BIRDAY STANLEYY~ it's your day dude! hope you had a great day =)

let there be love.
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

last minute madness

2006-07-22T16:55:00.000+08:00

its 2 days away from my Studio Project dateline!!!! ahahah so HAPPY and STRESSED at the same timeee =S. i've finally completed my 3 A2 presentation boards and all thats left now is to do a few more sketches and also finish up on my model by monday 9a.m oh my god...i'm so worrieddd. =/

well anyways, it's been a BUSY BUSY week for me. spent my time from 9 am to 6 pm in the schools workshop doing my model since monday. day in day out i had to smell that same familiar air in the workshop WHICH happens to be filled with poisonous particles and fumes and sawsdust etc etc. sighs...LOVES ahahah. spent all that time spraying and sanding spraying and sanding spraying and sanding and STILL my model doesnt look smooth enough!!! SO DISAPPOINTED. well all i have to do now is be happy with what ive achieved so far and just complete it. sighs. BUT anyway, SP is almost over so THANK GOD!!!

spent the night yesterday at yao huangs house to do our presentation boards. wheeee had so much fun ahahah. started off with hawker centre madness, where almost everything we did was a laugh, to void deck madness, to ermm house madness. ahahah over all we had fun. till like 3 a.m when all of us were almost DEAD. and i was probaly off in another world. ahahah i remember i had a moment when i woke up from a nap and told jun long to keep quiet and said, "shhhh, my mothers calling" and with that my left hand went up and made a "phone shape" you know where ur thumb and pinky form the shape of the phone from ur ear to your mouth? yeah that one. and i placed it to my ear. when i realised what i was doing i was like "WHAT THE HELL?!!!" and fell back to sleep. i did not remember what i did till jun long told the story in the morning. hahah hilarious. shows what stress does to you.

and so todays saturday, and i'm pretty tired. will probably go off to sleep now and do my work later tonight.

till then!
cheeeers people =)
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

savvy?

2006-07-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

ahahah Pirates Of The Carribean is soooooooooooooo farnie laaa. hahah i'm sure alot of people would agree on that! from orlando blooms swordplay on that wheel, to kiera knightleys erm, "ghost dress" to johhny depps "i'm gay look at how i run" hahah the show is greattt!! hahah. cant wait for the next one to come. next year i think oh welll. we shall wait and seee.

anyway today! woke up at 9, skipped lesson again to go to the workshop to do my model. stayed there till 6 la cau you believe it sheeeeeeeesh so freaking tired after thattt. and with dust in my hair and looking like an absolute mess i met up with the few that were remaining in school to go off together to watch the movie. was supre duper depressed cause i realised i couldn't make out my model and i was kinda grummpy for awhile but after the show i was alright again =))

so yeah the highlight of the day was definitely the movie. DEFINITELY what i needed to keep me going till next monday.

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE THAT I CAN GO ALL THE WAYYY~
Ritz -out-

man on a mission

2006-07-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

tuesdaysss hereeee~ that means one day less to complete my studio project. tell me...am i dead or am i dead? FURTHERMORE i am going out tomorrow to watch pirates of the carribean, when i don't really have the time.-which idiot would do that?-

overslept this morning so i missed my morning lesson. -just great-. was supposed to go for graphic design class but i did not, i went to the workshop to do my model instead. i wouldn't have minded missing my graphic design class if i could use the workshop during those hours but SOME stupid lecturer said "oh i have class now, all of you can't use the workshop from 3 onwards" JUST GREAT, so i practically skipped lesson,for NOTHING. but oh well, i did manage to get something done during the afternoon, which is better than not getting anything done i guess, but i'm still left with aloooot to do. so at 3 we left the workshop to have lunch.

madness at the canteen with chi yong song wei and me. honestly we were just sitting there laughing like a bunch of idiots for NO APPARENT REASON~ sheesh, can you imagine. i think the stress is getting to us. after which we tried to use the workshop at level 6, but that STUPID lecturer(no not the same one as mentioned earler, it's another stupid lecturer) did not let chi yong use the workshop, we asked nicely but he still did not let us use it, so we dragged ourselves to block r again, and tried asking for permission to use the tables outside and thankfully, we were given the space. so chi yong was sanding, song wei was sanding, and er, i was drawing lines.ahahah. turned the laptop on and sang and danced to the music playing on it, it was pretty funny and a moment of what we are like when we are not stressed with SP. after which chi yong left to meet amanda for dinner. song wei and i left not long after.took a cab again! wth im taking a cab almost everyday~ better stop this habit before i run out of money. =S

SO looking forward to tomorrows sdn outing to the cinema to watch pirates of the carribean!!!!
SO looking forward to the holidays!

alrighty, i'm going to continue with my graphic design homework and also plan the layout for my 3 A2 presentation boards.

P.S: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MISS AUDREY CHEN!!!!! you're finally 18!!! pubbing let;s gooooooooo~!!!

what time is it?!!!

2006-07-18T02:15:00.000+08:00

and no it's NOT tiger time. hahah, it is time to sit down and pray to god that i can complete this semester well. oh goddd pleaseee helpp meeeeeeeeeeee~

phew. ANYWAYS, this week has already begun and that means that i have a week, yes a WEEK to complete my studio project which includes!!!! making out my model and 3 A2 presentation boards. OH JOY OH JOY OH JOY TO THE WORLDDDD. OH OH ANNNNNNNNND i have to do graphic design also!!! and i havent even named the little "mini" projects which i have. OH MY GOD IM SO DEAD!!!! ladeeedahhh~

HOWEVER out of all this doom and gloom there are a FEW things to look forward to this week. firstly the movie outing to cineleisure(i think) to watch pirates of the carribean) FINALLY A LIFE, and also this saturdays coming sdn sports day event. and honestly, from the bottom of my heat...I HAVE NO TIME FOR EITHER. maybe i shall consider not going for both and just chiong for my studio project( which by the way is deemed imposssssible to make by others). AHAHAH, now laugh with me.

so i think i shall go back to doing my graphic design homework now before i fall asleep.
and i think i'm going out of my mind.
and i STILL think i need a life.

hahah cheeeeeeeeeeers people =))

week 14 beckons

2006-07-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

oh well, week 14 beckons and that means theres only 3 more weeks of school left for me before my holidays start. i am REALLY looking forward to that but at the same time, it seems so far away. the projects in between are really just too much. studio project, graphic design and all the mini assignments. argh i hope this all ends soon.

so it's a saturday, and i guess it's another day for chionging work when really, saturdays were meant for relaxing and sundays were meant to do homework. but i guess i dont really have a choice. will be heading out to the gym soon, gah i have no mood for that either but heck, just go la. after which i would probably head back home and continue doing my projects till weeeeeee hours in the morning. -no lifer-

and oh, i'ver buried snowy in a nearby area so i can go and visit him whenever i want since it's so near my house. sigh i really miss him, can't believe he's gone already. i hope he rests in peace.

my knee is feeling alot better althought both my legs are freaking tired. i should be able to start runnin soon. hahah, and then i can play SOCCER again!!! miss that too, and tennis AND bowling. crap ive missed out on so many training sessions already.

went to baybeats last night with taufik, eng qi and song wei. hahah we watched tiramisu, and their lead singer looked like a drag queen la and danced all over the place, omg dam gross but the music was okay la. taufik said they were disappointing. hahah, i may be going over tomorrow with marcus to catch electrico perform =)) BUT only if i complete my work by then which i seriously doubt so. see how la. hahah.

AND i really think i need a life
-random-
hahah cheers people. =))

Rest In Peace

2006-07-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged in awhile and i'm sad to say that this entry doesn't bring much joy either but i felt that i had to do this and write this down, so that years down the road i will remember this day and remember what was important to me was taken away tonight.

my cat, Snowy(R.I.P) hasn't been feeling well since last week and so tonight my parents brought him in to the vets, apparently he had a blocked bladder and has alot of problems in his stomach and so they tried to put it right, however as my parents described it he was in alot of pain and the vet said that they would let him rest for tonight and continue treatment tomorrow. but sadly tho, at around midnight, my dad received the call that he had passesd away, from the moment he announced the news my mum broke down in tears and i on the other hand just stoood in horror. the thought of losing a dear friend, buddy and companion of 12 years without even saying goodbye is indeed painful. he was alright when my parents left him about 2 hours ago but before we knew it, he had left us. my mum just broke down totally and i too broke down soon after. apparently he could not hold on any longer and as the doctor said, "he just closed his eyes". after which the vet called us up

and when it finally sank in that i would never see him again, flashbacks appeared in my mind from the day we picked him up as a kitten, the size of a human palm then, it was 1994. we watched him grow from a kitten to an adult and enjoyed his company year in year out. he was very naughty, and always got my mum or me mad and we would hit him, he was indeed a handful. as i type down my thoughts other things cross my mind such as his favourite chair will always be empty from this day on, hiw yellow coloured bowl will be empty from this day on toooo. his presence whenever i wake up in the morning will no longer be there. all thats left for me to remember him by is the fact that he was my first cat and i loved him very much. forget the naughty things he did, forget all the bad things, he was and will forever be the best cat i have ever had. he was my friend, my play buddy as we grew up together ever since i was 5 years old. the thought of him gone is unthinkable, even now as i am typing all this out i am still letting tears trickle down my face. it is a loss, not for me but my mum and my dad too who loves him very very much, he was like the 4th member in our already very small family. words cannot possibly describe how i feel right now only god knows.

to my dear friend, buddy and companion for 12 years, Rest In Peace, i know you are in gods hands now and that you are not suffering anymore. my 12 years you has been memorable and as the years go by you will always have a place in my heart and i love you, my mum loves you and my dad loves you too. goodbye my friend.

Snowy ( 1994-2006)

sunday blues

2006-07-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

ok so Germany beat Portugal in the 3rd/4th placing match. hahah, that's good cause the Portugese don't deserve the 3rd place. so thank god that went right. and all that'sleft is the finals between Italy and France. Please France, PLEASE BEAT ITALY!!! i'm staying up for that matchalright. the battle of the uncles. -please get the heart pills ready in case their old players get a heart attack or something- LOL.

and so, todays Sundaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. a sunday for reflecting on life and a day for homework. i think my life is pretty okay now, pretty busy, and erm you might consider me a no-lifer in recent times, and i have shitloads of schoolwork to do. ok ok my life sounds terrible actually hahahah, but i manage it SOMEHOW. studio projects due in 3 weeks time. 3 WEEKS!!! how time passes, and it felt like yesterday it was week 1 and we were just starting and now theres 3 WEEKS LEFT?!!! i have graphic design to complete by this month too. comm skills which i have to study for. argh where is the time for recreation?!!!

and this week is week 13. 4 more weeks of school left. holidays are coming soon oh JOY!!!

and god, if you're listening : "please give me hope that i can do my work well this sem and give me patience before i erupt and give up before this is all over"

bah, school sucks.
take care people.
cheers.

imma cockles vampire

2006-07-08T11:06:00.000+08:00

whoa, last night was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun la. hahahah, you guys won't even imagine what i did. and i suggest you do not try to imagine what i did. i drank cockles blood, like an entire spoonful and PLAYED with the blood, AND i took a cockle and took it apart piece by piece by piece by piece till you could see the insides of the cockles, imagine greenish goo and all that stuff, AND after playing with every part, i ate it, piece by piece by piece. hahah, i have a video of me drinking the blood and i bet you won;t ever touch cockles after that. ahahah, i din think it was gross la just that the ppl around me just freaked out esp Amanda and Jonathan.

lets start from the beginning la hahah, had school yesterday comm skills, and we hada presentation which all of us completely forgot, and so we ended up doing shit preparations, then Yao Huang did not come to schol so we could.n.t present. i'm not sure if i should be happy that we have one more week to prepare, or feel sad that we gotta wear formal wear next week..sheesh, yeah then had 3d modelling class. i went down to see the sdn peeps for awhile before khairuls lesson started cause i had to find out what was going on. the only representatve from id. sheeeeeesh, then went back up to attend lessons and back down to lvl 4 again to continue discussing the upcoming sdn events. yeap then we hung around till 6 cause adrian had lesson so we waited for him. then we all went to newton circus for dinner!!! the new layout looks nice la, but it reminds me of east coast park, very " theres a sea next to us feeling" and we had alot alot alot alot alot to eat. fried rice, sotong, friend and chillied, kailan kangkong, and stingray. furthermore it was in 2 servings so it was alot. i can safely say we were full after that. hahah, after which i had my blood drinking escapade la. ahhh it wa an unforgetttable night, ahahah. AFTER whichhh, we went to dhoby ghaut to have starbucks at the new cathay, ahahah we had fun there too la. all 10 of us sitting there talking and chilling while watching the ogl camp pics. ahhh fond memories indeed. and oh making fun of adrian tooo, sheesh whatever adrian said jonathan sure banged him back la. -don't worry abt it adrian!!!!- you know jonathans like that, forgive his idiocy. hahah, then off home and sheesh was a long day, so straight to bed.

and todays saturday!!! i'm off to the gym in awhile then meeting marcus adrianand jonathan for shopping after my workout. i have no idea what im gonna buy yet, look see look see la. hahah, anywayyy, i have to run if not i won't get any gym excersises done. ack!

take care ppl
cheers =))

ps: those who witnessed the gross feat were : Adrian, Jonathan, Perry, Andrea, Amanda, Chi Yong, Joshua, Audrey and Marcus. same time next week guys? let's try something newww?

Sick

2006-07-06T13:16:00.000+08:00

aies aies aiesss~ i'm sick again!!! what the hell. why now at such an important time? urgh i have so much work to do and now i'm sick. gah just gotta live with it and get well soon.

anyway. quick update. GERMANY lost. noooooooooo~ and Italy went through. thats so "WTH" la. Italy go thru? who would have believed it? lucky idiots. and PORTUGAL LOST!!!! hahahah, they deserve it. so it's France Vs Italy in the finals...ooooo sounds like a very interesting match. i'm gonna watch that one. DIE DIE also must watch. hehs.

ok ok so yesterday i had school at 9.30, but i reached at 1030. omg i was so late, but thankfully the whole class it seems dont like to go early too ahaha. so i was not the latest. phew. and then had the afternoon lesson, the one which i odn;t know what its all about? yeah that one. then after which i went to mee Amanda and Joshua and the rest of the DMD ppl at level four animation room. then we just chilled there. whoa its been awhile since we could "chill". but yeah we did we were there talking about the world cup. Liesl was so upset Germany went out. -cheer up girl- i'm sure they would get the 3rd place from their final game. =)) and Daryl and Shi Han were Mrazzing in the room hahah, that was funny. it was nice to be able to have abit of fun inthis dreary life we have in SDN. and oh i finally collected the money fom Mr Alex so now i'm a $130 richer than before.hahah, which i used some of it for dinner that night at swensens with Amanda, Chi Yong, Josh and Song Wei. hehs we proceeded to Swensens, the one at Bishan, and had our dinners theree. hahah Black pepper seafood pasta and Hot us fries and frosted chocolate malt are <3... hahah we ate quite little, considering we were hungry. hahah Josh ate song weis frosted choc malt AFTER he ate his sticky chewy chocolate. YOU GO DUDE!!! hahah man you sure can eat. After which, Chi Yong, Amanda and Josh left for home and song wei and i stayed behind for awhile to walk around. Song wei wanted to buy his popiah for his mum but the queue was SO LONG, he couldnt wait, hahah so we just continued to shop around, till like ermmm 920pm or so then taxi home!!! dropped off song wei at serangoon and i headed home.

it was QUITE a long day yesterday actually. plus i was walking around without my crutches for a loooong time. and i headed home, did my final drawings for my studio project then i went to bed. SUPER TIRED.

and today, i'm at home with a fever, a swollen right leg, and piles of work to do. mock ups of my final product, graphic design, handphone model, and so on. and its gonna be week 13 soon. 4 more weeks left. OH MY GOD IM SO DEAD LA!!!! wish me luck on my school work already sheesh.

*some things never change
cheers people.

"i'm feeling blahhh"

2006-07-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

yes oh yes, as a close friend said : "i'm feeling blahhh" and that pretty much sums up how i feel right now. not angry or happy or sad or whatever...just "blahh".

sighs so much homework to be done and seriously i'm SICK of school already and just feel like giving up. i'm doing badly in studio project, i'm doing badly in model making, i'm doing badly just WALKING for gods sake. but i have patience and i will be patient and go through this. it's just a test from god. step by step i will go thru this. after tomorrow it should be slightly less stress, ok who am i kidding? the stress will never go unless its the sem. hols. PLEASE let me tahan till then.

today, pretty much standard procedure. woke up(late), went to school, had lessons, came home...no life in short. studio project today was just sressful, now ive got to make a mock up for my product and my final form is not out yet, so i'm in deep trouble. and for model making, my leg could hardly support me for 20-30 minutes at any time and i couldnt stand up in the workshop to do anything productive. SUCKS!!! so i came home, and started work on graphic design homework. sheesh so much to do too, still wokring on it now at this time, and most probably will continue doing so till who knows when. but i'm tired and i'm falling sick again, i probably should get some rest, but that can wait till later.

when will this never ending homework load end? and i thought poly people had things easy.
"guess i'm wrong"

cheers people.

and so the dream ends

2006-07-02T17:35:00.000+08:00

england 0 portugal 0
full time.extra time. pentalties. Portugal win 3-1 on penalties. Englands 2 most reliable footballer Frank Lampard AND Steven Gerrard BOTH had their penalties saved, includint Jamie Carragher. reminiscence of world cup 98 where they had one player sent off and lost eventually in penalties. WHY oh WHY did Rooney have to kick that guys ****?!! WHY!!!! i dont know if hes at fault or not but still. i dont think he deserved the red card. a yellow would have been enough. and so with that Englands dream of bringing the world cup home is yet again thwarted, this time by Portugal (who happens to be the same team that knocked england out at Euro 2004 AGAIN by penalty shoot outs.) No more Beckham at the next world cup, no more Neville, no more Owen... England will have to wait yet again.

Brazil 0 France 1
full time. France go through after beating the champions by a goal to nil by a fantastic take by Thierry Henry. and so with that. Brazils hopes of retaining the title are thwarted as well. by france, who happen to be the team that beat them at the world cup 98. WTH. no more Ronaldo in the next world cup, no more Carlos, no more Cafu, no more Dida, no more Ze Roberto. BUT they do possess promising youngsters, so to Brazil... try again next time dudes. you guys can do it!!!

and yeah, JUST got back not too long ago from Keanes house after watching the 2 world cup matches at his place last night. the first match was so thrilling, but so sad to see England out. the second match was boringgggggg. and France got through. MORE SIAN.so now lets recap the Semis. Germany will play Italy ( GO GERMANY!!!!) and France will play Portugal. (NEUTRAL).
it sets up an all european final. hahah, macam euro 2004 only now its "euro 2006" cause only the european teams remain. i really hope that Germany will win it this year. PLUS they are playing at home. SO GO GERMANY!!!! all the best.

IM SO TIRED, and i have so much work to do! BY TOMORROW. i think i shall just give up now. hahah, maybe rest now get some rest and continue at night all the way till morning. PIA!!! and come to think of it. theres ONLY 5 WEEKS of school left before this sem finishes followed by HOLIDAYS. so yes, i hope i can make it. wish me luck.

hahah alrighty then, time for sleeeeeeeep before the chionging sessions tonight.
take care people.
cheers =))

it's a relaxing saturday afternoon

2006-07-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeee~ last night beat Germany beat Argentina!!! 1-1 at full time and extra time so it went down to peanalties. which Germany performed so well!!! especiall Ballack, who looked injured but still fired home a fantastic penalty kick. it was 4-2 on penalties. ahahah Argentina had so many penalty kicks saved by Jens Lehman!!! wheeee~!!!hahah. Go all the way germany.
Now i'm really looking forward to tonights matches. England v Portugal and Brazil Vs France. woo hoo!!! so many good matches. i hope i can survive the night and not fall asleep!!! =S

first to cover up for yesterday. i had no morning lesson. hehs so i slept in insted of getting up so early. then went to school for 3d modelling class. phew i hate that lesson i cannot make it la. hahah then after which i went to TTSH to have my knee check up. the doc said that it looks pretty good. BUT he suggested i have a MRI scan to see if the ligaments are really torn or nott =S and if it is torn i MIGHT need to go for a surgery to remove the excess ligament off. ARGH!!!! NO I DONT WANT A SURGERY!!!!!. hahah but anyway, thats not for 5 weeks at least. MRI scan 3 weeks from now and check up 2 weeks after that. sheeeeesh, i think i would have fully recovered by then. oh god please i don not want a surgery hahah. yeah then i did homework till the Germany Argentina match, after which i slept. i was TIREDDD~

moving to todayy. hahah its a perfect saturday afternoon with nothing but me and some good books. not thinknig about homework(just yet). i'll do my work tomorrow. i neeed some rest. guess i'll pretty much be slacking today, not completely tho, i am doing my work too, but not as intensive. hehs, and OH i'm heading to Keanes house for the 2 matches tonight.hahah world cup feverrrr. i'll be supporting England and Brazil for tonight. all the best!!!

righto, till the next entry. all you out there take care of yourself!
toodlelooo =))

time is indeed precious

2006-06-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

ack i have no time left. so much to do and so little time to do it!!! graphic design, studio project. oh no oh no oh noooooo!!!!! i am SERIOUSLY dying here. and theres like 5 weeks to go till school ends? oh man...give me a break already. how i wish i could go into the workshop to do all me models. i am so lagging behind cause of my handicap. urgh it's so irritating.

it's thursday already will you believe it? how time flies! and today i only had one class thank goodness. and it was studio project. i'm trying to finalise my design but the ideas are just nto coming. i HAVE to finalise it by monday if not i'm screwed. lesson 9-12. then no class!!!. i think today is probably the free-est day i'm gonna have for this sem before i gotta put my head down and chiong again. -no lifer- then after which had lunch with the usual few then off home on the cab again. i've been on the cab home everyday since i tore my knee ligament. oh wells, i hope i can walk without them next week after my checkup on friday. wish me luck!!

and then around 5 plus i met up with my pal who left singapoer to study in canada. he organisd football for all my secondary school mates and some of his outside friends too. so yeah it was nice to see so many familiar faces again, just like old time!! and YES i did not play of COURSE!!! but it was so so so so so so so tempting, i just couldnt take being on the sidelines and watching them play. urgh, crutches please go away ASAP!!! i wanna play football again!!!

and then yes, the usual doing-homework-till-so-early-in-the-morning begins, and right now i'm doing my graphic design. i want sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. i think i'll head to bed early tonight. i shall set a target of 130 am.

and thank god it's a friday.
cheers!!

everything happens for a reason

2006-06-29T02:04:00.000+08:00

ever wonder why things happen the way they do? it's like..urgh i can't explain it. like it was supposed to be that way? irritating sometimes but it's gods will sometimes and i guess we are gonna have to accept it. be it good or bad. "everything happens for a reason" don't question why it happened, trust god and move on!! i believe that god has something better in store for me so he does the things he does to lead me there.

so yeah TODAY. woke up late. again. rushed to school for my test. the test was soooooooo difficult!!!! i can't believe i did not understand a single thing on the paper. ok i did understnad some but 75 percent. i'm as good as looking at some foreign language. oh no oh no oh no, i hope i dont fail. gotta buck up already!!! hmm after the test it was michael gans lesson, ok seriously up till today i STILL do not know the modules name. and i DO NOT know what he's supposed to be teaching us. all the things we during lessons are kinda..hmm weird. like draw out your wish list etc etc. but it's kinda fun have to admit. hehs then after which i headed HOME. was seriously NO LIFE this sem and plus im on crutches too so yeah, i can't do nothing i want anymroe without suffering hand aches or body aches. took a cab and gave jun long a lift to newton circus so that he could collect his pay and then i reached home and the cab continued on to send song wei home. they had better pay me for the taxi ride tomorrow or else i'll kill them! then from 5 till now i've been doing my work.yaaaaaaaaaaaawn~ i'm so so so tired and the eyebags and dark eyerings are coming back already!!! 6 more weeks of this and it;s gonna be the holidays again. i hope it comes sooner though. i can't take this kind of late nights lifestyle much longer.

time 2:18
back to work.

cheers people =)

Ole Ole Ole!!!

2006-06-28T02:01:00.000+08:00

Brazil 3 Ghana 0

hahah finally a good performance from Brazil!!! alright!! tonight they did well, although it is againsts ghana but STILL. a win is a win. go all the way Brazil. crap theres still the Spain and France match, i wanna watch that too but i'm too tiredd~. sigh never mind. GO GO SPAIN!!!

moving on to today! today was, slightly better than yesterday, thankfully. took a cab to school, cause i was SUPER SUPER late. had class ata 1 but i woke up at like 12.45? oh my god la and i rushed to school for graphic design class. submitted my sketches, finished with that then off home. sheesh one lesson only today. going to school seems so BO LIAO. anyway, studying for a stupid test now, a test that's not even important as in terms for our careers now.(oh well it MIGHT be useful in the future). and so yeash im muggin now till i dunno when, i gotta control myself to NOT turnon the teevee if not i'm gonna end up watching Spain and France, haha!!=)

a friend of mine said this to me and she said that girls with eyebags and dark eyerings are HOT. i was like whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? but then thinking about it, it's kinda true! okay for SOME girls la, not all, just SOME. she's so full of nonsense sometimes. HA! but still she's a gem too. ain't gonna mention any names.

AND so July is just around the corner, and a whole lot of Birthdays coming up. oooo Letitias birthday is coming too, hmm wonder what she'd like gotta ask her to start hinting already. hahah, i sill have her LAST YEARS present la, cause we don't ever meet up. oh well hope this year i can pass it to her, heck maybe don't even bother to get anything and give her last years present for her birthday this year. HAHAH, kidding, i ain't that mean. my adorable god sis Audrey chens birthday is coming also. alamak alamak, what am i supposed to get for her, i have no idea. Seans birthday is coming also(hmm i'll give him the empty vodka bottle haha) Adrians bday also soooooon. oh noooooooooo, so many birthdays, havoc la.

alrighty, pretty late already. i really should be mugging but i guess i'm off to bed. sleep first, panic later. take care people!!!

cheers =)

it's all about a little kayu-ness

2006-06-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

Italy 1 Australia 0

injury time penalty conceded by Australia, up steps that old italian mafia fran what co totti. LOL. he scores, Australis is out. WHAT THE HECK?!!! the penalty that never was. stupid clumsu attacker fell over a defender and ref gave a penalty? what the hell. KAYU!!! but aiyah heck la, they'll suffer in the end so THERE!!!

ANYway, today...todayy was horrendous. lets start off with the beginning. dad sent me to the nearest CONVENIENT mrt station which was Braddel mrt yah, ok, dropped me off, (but what he did not realise was that he stopped me at the wrong side, where the escalators were going UP!! ) so there i was taking the STAIRS can u imagine, it took me like 5 minutes to reach underground. sheesh, then next up, went to tap my ez link card... THERE WAS NO EZ LINK IN THE WALLET. ahahah so bought a wallt. continued on to school. walk from YCK to school, 20-25 minutes and i was sweating like like a cow being roasted on a bbq. it was soooooooooooooo hot and sooooooooooooo tiring i almost threw my crutches away and considered getting a tazi(even tho school was like in front of me) hahah. dam fed up with the crutches.// so yeah had school then went off preeeeeeeeety early cause i couldnt be in the workshop lecturer excused me. PHEW and i got an extension for my handphone model too. so YAY. hahah, came home, seriously i was TIRED, so slept from 5 till 7-8 or maybe later? =X and then got up to do my graphic design homework and watch that STUPID match. and now it's 1.30 a.m in the morning with nothing but me , my pencils and some a3 paper. oh and my music.

sighs ones gotta keep chugging along.(this work will never end)
cheers people =)

I'm yours

2006-06-26T01:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha, okay i did not write in for another day.

OK LA NOTHING TO WRITE CAN?!!! hahah been rotting at home. stupid useless me, i can't do much other than be a problem for other people. so yeah been staying at home for the past 2 days. AND i've been doing stupid school work. sheeeeeeeeesh, what a no-lifer. and they say this is a holiday? what bullshit!!

anyway schools restarting tomorrow,or later on should i say it's already monday now. i just finished watching the england ecuador match not long ago. 1-0 to england!!! haah but i think its supre tyco la. -.- england just cannot perform this year. so disappointing!! i so wanna watch the holland portugal match later but i'm so freaking tired. oh well, watch the replay i guess. sigh, so much work to do so little time, i haven't completed so much work especially my handphone!!! i can't go into the workshop with these stupid crutches(alamak). i hope my lecturer extends the dateline for me.

sighs sometimes you just miss some people and you just can't explain it. it's just another one of those "missing someone" phases. it'll pass. hahah

"I won't hesitate no more, no more, It cannot wait

I'm sure There's no need to complicate

Our time is short, This is our fate, I'm yours "

lyrics from jason mrazs song "I'm yours." Nice song. Alright, it's time for bed. take care people!!

Cheers =)

hear me

2006-06-23T19:15:00.000+08:00

ah okay okay, recap recap for the lost day.

(thursday)
let's see now hmm, oh yeah went out to celebrate jonna's 18th belated birthday with a HUGE buffet lunch at sakuras and a movie. we caught just my luck. nice show yah, sheesh who would have thought that luck can be passed around when u kiss somebody? haha,ANYway, we did that, and then after the show we went to TCC to get some drinks then it was offf home. seriously i was DAM tired after all the activities even though it may seem little to you ppl out there,its tough in crutches it ell you. hahah.

right onto today...today i did...ABSOLUTELY NOTHING and im not proud of it i tell you. ok i did a FEW things like sketches for graphic design and coming up with new ideas for studio project also, but i don't like the ideas i've got now, their so plain and boring(lacking in inspiration,seriously) yeah and home alone for almost the whole day, leg bruised and swelled pretty bad and i thought that it would be better to rest at home. =) got a chance to recover ABIT, my leg doesnt look like a treee trunk now, so yeah, i feel better. got a check up next friday to have a thorough look at my entire right leg, i hope nothings wrong with it.

world cups on later so yeahhh, gonna stay up the whole night again it seems. i dunno how im gonna survive school and world cup at the same time. yikes i'll probably go to sch looking like a zombie,anyway, it's pretty early now and it's DINNER time like finally.

k people.. Cheers. =)

FIRST ENTRY

2006-06-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeee i am finally going to BLOG and jot down my thought online and share my feelings with the rest of the world.hahah, what the hell like no privacy but aiyah can la.

so here goes my frst entry, TODAY i had to go down to school for some SDN meeting to discuss the upcoming events. sheesh, so much to do for a bunch of slackers in the SDN club. hahah. =X anyways, that took a while, mainly cause we are such a noisy bunch its almost IMPOSSIBLE to get things done quickly. BUT we did get it done and off to watch silent hill we went at dhoby ghaut. OH MY GOD THAT SHOW IS SO SICK I TELL YOU. i almost PUKED. hahah but yeah it was kinda cool, if u like gore, and blood, and people burning, and all the disgusting things you can think of. LOL, urgh so sick. i can still see the images in my MIND. hahah after which the gang of OGLS had their dinner then i headed down to TCC with amanda and chi yong, BUT IT WAS CLOSED. sickening, so we went to starbucks instead. had a blueberry cheesecake and hmm, was nice la, no other comments. had a nice chilling session with the other 2. then after which had to RUSH, world cup you see hahah. PLUS I WAS DAM TIRED FROM USING ONLY ONE CRUTCH,sheeeesh hahah.

anyway, THERE, my FIRST entry. i will write in tomorrow i guess if i can keep up this blogging thing. LOL.