out of my mind
Monday, July 21, 2008
I'm putting you baby
I'm putting you right out of my mind
So tired of running after you girl
And being one and one half steps behindlet the guitar do the talking.

middle middle finger :)
end post.
Ritz -out-
{ 2:27:00 AM }
4.14 a.m
Saturday, July 19, 2008
the following is kinda...well read for yourself.
it's 4.14 a.m now and i can't sleep, to be honest i haven't been sleeping well since, well since a few weeks back and i must admit, that the nights just seem to be getting longer and longer and i cannot fall asleep. so i end up falling asleep at 7 am and getting up at 12 noon, between noon and 2-ish. and its fuck i tell you, just FUCK!
i don't wish to elaborate what's making me feel like this but my closest and dearest friends will know what i'm going through right now and i have to thank them with all my heart for being there for me and pulling me through this FUCKING FUCKED UP time. you guys know you're the best and i'm glad you're all in my life.
i need a reason for everything. no one can live without reason. i'm sorry but that's just me. give me a good reason for everything and i'll understand. but if i don't understand, then explain it to me till i get it, cause if i don't understand anything i'll just end up confused and frustruated. i'm a man of reason, that's all.
so much to type out, but because i cannot elaborate on anything. i'm gonna stop here now, it is seriously not like me to rant and say these things on my blog but i have feelings too, and when it gets to a point where i break, i have to let it out.
once again to all my dearest friends, you know who you are, thank you so much for being there for me and listening to my bullshit, i know you're all sick of hearing the same story from me by now, but thank you nonetheless, it is deeply appreciated.
right, till next time, where i will update on more recent things,
Ritz -out-
{ 4:13:00 AM }
say
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
"It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again."- John Mayer.
how true.

best friend, best friend. me (:
ritz. -out-
{ 2:35:00 AM }
randomness
Saturday, July 12, 2008
your heart beastslowly, pains are grown,
does she love you, thats worth knowing.and as i pen my thoughts down for the next song.... the words just keep flowing.
{ 3:37:00 PM }
irritatedddddd.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
irritated yes. why? i shall not say. I'd rather not say. it's been like that forever and i don't think it's ever gonna change unless i stop thinking about it and just move on.
updates.
i WILL be taking part in dance lessons form the 4th august onwards and i am SO looking forward to it. i've always wnated to learn how to dance and i'm gonna learn it and learn it goooood. it's at o school at the ntuc trade union building(if i remember conrrectly). can't wait.
more chilling out lessons with keane since he got back from perth. major chilling sessions. anyways i'm not complaining. SO MORE CHILLING PLEASE.
met up with my sec school friends on saturday. all of whom are BOTAK, except for me. i feel super left out can? please talk about something else other than army life. irghhh. but it was nice to meeet them nonetheless. marc and shi jie came over to my place to watch harold and kumar after that. nice :)
went to haji lane the next day with my 2 best friends marc and ying. although the shops were mostly closed, i guess haji lane ain't that bad. i'll go in the weekdays to check out the stuffs again. li ying haji lane again soon okay? :)
it's happening again. year after year after year. and i'm still as stupid as ever. wake up la ritz.right okay imma outta here.
Ritz -out-
{ 12:35:00 AM }
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