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DISCLAMER

This is Ritz's Blog. Random thoughts.Love. =]

XX Because That's Life XX

PROFILE

This is ME.

MAIN

Name ----- Ridzuan A.K.A Ritz/zuan

Age ----- 20, and army bound

Contact: avaris23@hotmail.com/ritz.works@gmail.com

INTERESTS

likes ---- God/Family/Friends/Music/Guitar/Song Writing/Chocolates/Art/Design/Random thoughts/Love/Movies/Sun/Beach/Sea/Tanning/Chilling

dislikes ---- dumb asses/hypocrites/backstabbers/heart breaks

more about me ---- i'm really your NORMAL everyday 20 year old growing up on a sunny island singapore. and i've fallen for a girl, all over again. :)

BLOG

scroll down all the way to see my archives

and so life goes on.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Verse 1
Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

Chorus
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Verse 2
Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

Chorus
But I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Bridge
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you

Chorus
And now I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be
Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me.


Lyrics By GABRIELLE. thanks drea for the song =]


the silence in black and white.

{ 12:47:00 PM }

heres to the "GOOD" life.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

studio 4 heres what i think of you...YOU SUCK!!!! BLEAHHH!!! U SUCK U SUCK U SUCK U SUCK. hahahahah. ok its not the sp4 that suck but this STUUUUUUUUUUUUUpid lecturer who cannot get his BLOODY words across and it only leads to me becoming MORE AND MORE CONFUSED. so to the lecturer im referring to...YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK!!!!!.

ok i feel better ahahah.

ok ok update.

fell sick, was told to stay in bed and rest for a few days but heck, i still went to school today when i know i shudn't. NO BLOODY CHOICE.

took a super long day off on saturday i slept practically for the whole day.

sunday was back to the all favourite a3 sketchbook, and drew from 12 till 7. (productive)i think.

man u won! hooray!

im FUCKING sick of the current school timetable.

i miss jamming.

thank god for music for i wouldn't be able to survive without it.

i miss that girl who brought sunshine into my life and was the constant source of my smiles for the past few months. if only she knew how much i miss her. my life sure ain't the same without her around.

im living life, but only just getting by, life is passing me by every single day. the beautiful world is driving by right before my very eyes.

to all my friends out there if you think i don't appreciate you, in actual truth, i miss you guys to bits and i wish that i can hang out with you guys soon!!!

im gonna turn into a vegetable soon. stupid course hahahah >.<

righto zuan has to go off to lala land, school at 9 am!

nighto people
take care now

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzuan -out-

{ 1:01:00 AM }

imma dead octupus >.<

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

okayyyy, i have to submit my packaging design AND t-shirt design TOMORROW!!! and u know what?! IM NOT DONE...sooo WOO HOOOO!!!!!

gonna take a 3 hour nap first before i begin this long long gruelling night of work =(.

i LONG for sushi.

spent a hell alot on pens and pencils and markers and materials. FOOK LA

justin timberlakes latest album futuresex/lovesounds kicks ass. groooooovy. =)

4 more weeks till the midterm hols(thankg god)

still alot of projects left unfinished by week 9. DOH!

i miss hanging out sessions with all those close to me. =(

jamming i miss definitely.

wani i also miss...DEFINITELY CONFIRM CHOP PLUS STAMP AND STILL GOT GURANTEE!!! =X. i pray thats shes well and that her lifes doing a ok even tho we seem to be drifting apart and seldom keep in contact now. DOH(2)

my lifes a big rollercoaster ride(ain't everyones??)

i seem to have a very weird appetite nowadays.

and i seem to have lost my motivation.

SOMEONE SAVE ME.

righto, back to work.
ciao ppl and take care.

bleahhhhh SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs and gundu(okay totally random)

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

{ 8:34:00 PM }

i miss you

Friday, November 10, 2006

WANI!!!!!

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ah ok i feel better. hahah

since shes never ever gonna read my blog, im not afraid to put her name down hahahah.

eloo people, im fine thanks, surviving sem2 of my second year in poly life pretty well. i THINK.

week 5 and 6 looms near, which means designs shud be ALMOST finalised. -im so dead- T-T.

havent been jamming. -lissy,jamming soon okay?!!-

school still sucks.

my knee is still hurting after so long >.<

and if its not obvious enough i still miss her. lol =X

i wanna shop for a guitar bag!

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERRY!!!!

gotta clear up my messy messy room

i MUST finish writing up my songs!! i have too many unfinished ones already!

went out with the dmd peeps for dinner at pizza hut on wednesday day.fun. was glad to see them again!!

pleaase, another outing soon okay

ALRIGHT, back to work.
zuan zuan will be back here soon.

God bless people.

take care!!!
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

{ 10:32:00 AM }

hur hur

Monday, November 06, 2006

im dying.

period.

and school sucks.

hur hur.

but im still alive and i seriously dont know what to type here at all anymore LOL.

i miss her.

eating alot now wth. all that fasting gone to waste.

miss jamming.

miss hanging out with the sdn peeps!!!

studio project 4 is a killer(up to date)

other than that. im OKAY larrrr.

lol, till next time,

take care ppl.

Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz -out-

{ 2:21:00 PM }