how do i put it?

when u've fallen in love with someone, and you think shes the girl of ur dreams. do you...
a)sit and watch her go by?
b)tell her you like her, and seee how it goes?

i've had the girls ive liked in the past, each one proving to be a disappointment and another scar on my heart. i liked them, i told them, i came crashing down. i was again, left to wonder what could have been if we had ended up together.

and so time passes, and i fell in love again., with a girl whom in all aspects i can safely say is precious and i would with all my heart protect her and shower her with all the love in the world if i could. there shall be no names, for names are not needed as the girl in question is already known to most people out there.

and so here i am, with a big big decision to make, do i just go for it, or for once, just let her go by.
all i know is, she's a nice girl, who deserves to be loved the way she should be. she makes me smile and im really confortable around her. she's got brownish black hair, with eyes that would make my heart melt whenever i look at them hehs.

words could not possibly express how much she means to me, but shes there, in my heart. when i'm doing my work, i think of her, when i'm jamming and noise levels are incredibly loud, i think of her. even when i was on the flight to UK, i was thinking of her, if she was alright, if shes doing fine, if she was getting enough sleep, of if she was unhappy etc. she means THAT much to me. she probably doesnt feel the same way for me and my hopes arent really that high that she ever would.

i havent heard her voice in a month, nor have i seen her in that time. and yes i do miss her. alot.

she probably has NO clue that i like her and i really habe NO idea as to whether i shud tell her or not how i feel about her.

the feeling grows.

buuuuuuuuuuuuut at the end of the day no matter what happens. she will always have a spacial place in my heart.

and nowi really have to go and take my sleeping pills. so good night people

Reeeeeeeeeetz -out-



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