Rest In Peace
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
haven't blogged in awhile and i'm sad to say that this entry doesn't bring much joy either but i felt that i had to do this and write this down, so that years down the road i will remember this day and remember what was important to me was taken away tonight.
my cat, Snowy(R.I.P) hasn't been feeling well since last week and so tonight my parents brought him in to the vets, apparently he had a blocked bladder and has alot of problems in his stomach and so they tried to put it right, however as my parents described it he was in alot of pain and the vet said that they would let him rest for tonight and continue treatment tomorrow. but sadly tho, at around midnight, my dad received the call that he had passesd away, from the moment he announced the news my mum broke down in tears and i on the other hand just stoood in horror. the thought of losing a dear friend, buddy and companion of 12 years without even saying goodbye is indeed painful. he was alright when my parents left him about 2 hours ago but before we knew it, he had left us. my mum just broke down totally and i too broke down soon after. apparently he could not hold on any longer and as the doctor said, "he just closed his eyes". after which the vet called us up
and when it finally sank in that i would never see him again, flashbacks appeared in my mind from the day we picked him up as a kitten, the size of a human palm then, it was 1994. we watched him grow from a kitten to an adult and enjoyed his company year in year out. he was very naughty, and always got my mum or me mad and we would hit him, he was indeed a handful. as i type down my thoughts other things cross my mind such as his favourite chair will always be empty from this day on, hiw yellow coloured bowl will be empty from this day on toooo. his presence whenever i wake up in the morning will no longer be there. all thats left for me to remember him by is the fact that he was my first cat and i loved him very much. forget the naughty things he did, forget all the bad things, he was and will forever be the best cat i have ever had. he was my friend, my play buddy as we grew up together ever since i was 5 years old. the thought of him gone is unthinkable, even now as i am typing all this out i am still letting tears trickle down my face. it is a loss, not for me but my mum and my dad too who loves him very very much, he was like the 4th member in our already very small family. words cannot possibly describe how i feel right now only god knows.
to my dear friend, buddy and companion for 12 years, Rest In Peace, i know you are in gods hands now and that you are not suffering anymore. my 12 years you has been memorable and as the years go by you will always have a place in my heart and i love you, my mum loves you and my dad loves you too. goodbye my friend.
Snowy ( 1994-2006)
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