I'm putting you baby
I'm putting you right out of my mind
So tired of running after you girl
And being one and one half steps behind

let the guitar do the talking.



middle middle finger :)

end post.

Ritz -out-




the following is kinda...well read for yourself.

it's 4.14 a.m now and i can't sleep, to be honest i haven't been sleeping well since, well since a few weeks back and i must admit, that the nights just seem to be getting longer and longer and i cannot fall asleep. so i end up falling asleep at 7 am and getting up at 12 noon, between noon and 2-ish. and its fuck i tell you, just FUCK!

i don't wish to elaborate what's making me feel like this but my closest and dearest friends will know what i'm going through right now and i have to thank them with all my heart for being there for me and pulling me through this FUCKING FUCKED UP time. you guys know you're the best and i'm glad you're all in my life.

i need a reason for everything. no one can live without reason. i'm sorry but that's just me. give me a good reason for everything and i'll understand. but if i don't understand, then explain it to me till i get it, cause if i don't understand anything i'll just end up confused and frustruated. i'm a man of reason, that's all.

so much to type out, but because i cannot elaborate on anything. i'm gonna stop here now, it is seriously not like me to rant and say these things on my blog but i have feelings too, and when it gets to a point where i break, i have to let it out.

once again to all my dearest friends, you know who you are, thank you so much for being there for me and listening to my bullshit, i know you're all sick of hearing the same story from me by now, but thank you nonetheless, it is deeply appreciated.

right, till next time, where i will update on more recent things,
Ritz -out-




"It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again."


- John Mayer.

how true.



best friend, best friend. me (:



ritz. -out-



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